“life will be better in spring”

March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 March 2011

Still,bored so I was writing retarded poems...so retarded I don't dare to post...-.-" but maybe I should...Though I have a feeling that Chelsea would cry after reading it. TSK. I AM BORED. the song くろいなみだ rocks....It has a dark meaning...but it's ok right? Since kuroi namida means black tears. But I don't cry...GARH. Someone enlighten me....and,yeah...sheesh...he CAN sing...PEESH. He sings well...-.-" And Kenichi Suzumura can sing too....like WTF. Heh. But it's ok...I didn't notice that I had songs sung by him and Kenichi Suzumura...What an ass I am... Sheesh...I am SO fagging blur...and stupid...

Tsk,tsk. Why does Takahiro Sakurai always voice characters that are...weird? And most use katanas...-.-"But in a certain anime...he has the nickname Kanda gave Lavi...LOl...His voice is super nice lah...my brother told me that since I like his voice so much I should just go download his voice off the net...-.-"I wish I could...I'd be obsessed on the clip. But if I could, then I would download the voices of Kenichi Suzumura and Romi Paku too...And it's cuz I have nothing to blog about that's why I'm blogging about this....(: Bear with me...If he were twenty years younger I'd be crushing on him...(I'm a bit stupid...I don't even know his character...-.-")Wonder if he sings well though...I'm really tired of anime now....except Nana! Damn nice...that show...But I'm too lazy to watch it now...maybe later?
Anyways,later have to attend wedding dinner...Sad until can cry....This is one of my shortest posts ever but...too bad...there's nothing to say except Ah Ning,can go your house make sushi? So,I guess that's all for today...I think I sound stoopid...Ah well, whatever.

Take a look at this: http://icybell-dream-world.blogspot.com/2009/10/jialin.html If I could, Dorothy would be dead, like now. But too bad I love her so much and she redeemed herself by posting on her blog that she would like to thank xuening for her box-iness. She wrote: Xuening(all.about.box.). LOl...this post or rather this paragragh is all for DOROTHY. Okies, anyways, dancers were supposed to choose the best dancers for the YOG then we were supposed to watch 102(Dorothy's class{!}) so Dorothy was trying to hide but luckily Xue Ning spotted her for me and Dorothy became like red in colour and danced like shit liddat so I kept laughing and told her in the end that the title for my post today would be DOROTHY IS A FAILURE(but I'm too nice so yeah...look at the title >.<) ...Okies...Enough about Dorothy...Haha...but when we were talking today, we were reminded of the day that she decided I had to die with her...It was somewhat...nostalgic? That day, we were happily walking down the staircase of Hwa Chong High School and then Dorothy(she's a bit clumsy...-.-"wonder how I became friends with her.) tripped and almost fell but you know what? She decided I should fall with her too so she grabbed onto me. But luckily we didn't fall. From that day on, Dorothy decided that I had to die with her and that she would haunt me forever. Strangely, you know, her curse is coming true. She came to Nan Hua too you know...-.-" Then she also mentioned that last time we(Ying Hooi and I) always disturbed her hair...HAHA. So now, she forced me into chatting with her everytime I'm online cuz she says she doesn't want me to forget about her since it's the last day of school. Okies Dorothy,I promise you I will.

TODAY
I was hibernating through assembly so Yen Tung kept pulling my hair, poking me and kicking me. Thanks a lot, Beanery(mutters veggiegarities.). Then got report card back(by the way, congratulatios to Dorothy for getting the 71st position in her class!). Watched Dorothy dance...it was EPIC. Then after school, went to Gloria's house to eat then chill by playing Guitar Hero. Tina and I were like the vocalists, then Yen Tung and Gloria were fighting over who should be drummer so, Xue Ning, Gloria and Yen were guitarists while Yen and Gloria were also drummers just that take turns. Now, I say goodbye to 109 and hello to 209. A lot of homework leh...-.-"

YESTERDAY
The blasted guide brought us the wrong way so we were all sleeping when we came back...LOl. Then after school went to Westmall to watch My Sister's Keeper. Yen Tung and Shini cried too...guess that Tina and I are the only rocks in our clique...Then Yen Tung and I wanted to watch The Lovely Bones but Ikept saying it as The Lonely Bones so that's what we call it now. Then we saw the trailer for Cloudy With The Chance Of Meatballs of soething like that then Shini went I like fishballs more. Then Yen and I were like dots... Then we saw the giant rolling corn and went like Gloria's mom can subdue it...LOl

And so,I'm performing for YOG which is even greater than AYG and will definitely be more stressful...Jiayous to everyone taking part especially those who are not dancers cuz it is going to be literally living hell(but to tell you the truth,it's quite a fun thing so, I hold no grudges.)Jiayous to shini cuz you're such a slug! Anyways,about today...It was the first time in a long long time that the sec 1 dancers could go for Mr Lows class so we were all SUPER happy. But today, everyone had to go for his lesson cuz he needs 400 people from Nan Hua for the YOG opening so he had us dancers and the class chairmans to pick out the best/most enthu students. First, he taught us that dance which made Toona hyper but Yen Tung and I agree that she dances like a 木头 so we kept laughing at her but cause she enthu, she got chosen. Okies...anyways, when laoshi came, he punished everyone cuz our 动作太慢... Then cuz not a lot of people know much about laoshi's teaching system, so we dancers were like shouting at everyone especially the boys in class 109(which unfortunately is my class....-.-") Then laoshi chose Wen Siang and Lionel to so called punish those people who moved too slowly...So we, the wobblers when like care reps...*shake head,shake head* then Wen Siang was like oh,ya horh!-.-"okies...that's about all the intersting stuff that happened today...at school, I mean...
Oh,yesh...the people in class 109 who were chosen:
1.Shini
2.Kelly
3.Alicia
4.Hazel
5.Elaine
6.Chelsea
7.Ryan
8.Brandon
9.Suresh
10.Yen Tung
11.Michelle
12.Shi Lei
13.XueNing
14.Jia Lin
15.Tina
Those who volunteer:
1.Rachel
2.Zi Qin
3.Yvonne
4.Wang Yan
That's about it, right? I think so...Anyways,after dismissal today, we(Chels,Yen Tung,Tina,Gloria,Suresh and I)went for lunch at Sumo House cuz Mac was full. We ordered a lot of stuff(i remember someone ordered katsu curry rice, tori udon and I don't know what lah...but I ordered zuki soba or something liddat...but it was definitely soba)and the waitress pronounced what I ordered as Lavi Soba which made Suresh laugh like mad. Then before that, Toona was asking me to buy soba(cuz of the Kanda thingy) but I had already planned on getting Soba since there was nothing much else to eat. Then my food came first so Yen asked me to eat like Crow-chan liddat and i went all -.-". But apparently I accidentally ate an entire chunk of wasabi and almost choked to death(and I felt like crying...)...LOl...Then Chels,Suresh and Toona made this digusting concoction...LOl....Now,they are at Yen's house baking profiteroles(so sad...I wanna go too!) Anyways, can't wait for tomorrow's movie outing!

As I look back,I notice how perfect my life was. I mean,I had friends who rocked my life,who were there when I needed them, who would actually stop and think of ways to cheer me up. Therefore, I dedicate this post to anyone and everyone who had ALWAYS been there for me. You probably don't know it, but yes, just your existence brightened up my life. I shall name everyone of you,even if I die of boredom. We may not be close and I might ignore you but,trust me,somewhere,you may not know where,you people helped me a damn lot. If your names don't appear here but you REALLY,Really think it should be here,tag me. But if it still doesn't appear,I'm sorry my dear...(but it doesn't mean I don't like you.)None of my family members' names shall appear her(there are too many...-.-")Also,the THINGS that helped me through will be named here. You all make up my world of PERFECTION.
1.Chor Peng(we no longer acknowledge each others existence but thanks for being there when I was always getting bullied by the cousins cuz I was new...)
2.Yong Fong(she helped me in millions of ways...love you forever, girl!)
3.Gillian,Jia Ling and Wei Ling(they guided me throughout my journey in ballet. We are no longer in contact though...*sigh*)
4.Jayne(I just felt at ease when I was with her but our friendship didn't last long though,we didn't become enemies either.)
5.He Chen and Xing Yue(they helped me feel somewhat human.)
6.Ding Ning(she thought me how to smile!cuz for a period of time,I felt so alone I couldn't smile...doesn't sound like me right?)
7.Cheryl,Karise,Gabriel,Klement and Derrick(they were the first to teach me how to lay back,relax and chill.)
8.Yu Xin and Ye Wen(they were ALWAYS there for me though at first Ye Wen and I were literally enemies.)
9.Ying Hooi(can never thank her enough...what she did for me is...undescribable. Let's just say she and Sara completely,entirely changed my life.)
10.Sara(she thought me how to evade people grabbing my hair,how to skip rope properly and how much we all hated si song...-.-")
11.Bi Ying(when I get really upset or emo,she's always there and despite her ridiculous ways,she makes me laugh...THANKS!)
12.Ming Xuan(she just helps(:)
13.Diana(for being my punching bag!)
14.Dorothy(follow me to nan hua...hah.)
15.Yen Tung(make me laugh)
16.Chelsea(I can always turn to her when I have problems!)
17.Xue Ning(being there when I have cca...)
18.Shi Ni(for calling me every morning whenever I'm late...-.-")
19.Kimberly(she brings joy with her!)
20.Hannah(always the big sister...)
21.Hui Ling(bearing with all our tormenting...sorry orh...)
22.Min Hui(for telling us nice places to eat at)
23.Erina(for always being so...I can't find the word)
24.Kelvin(bringing laughter to W.I.L.L)
25.Ryan Neo(for generating weird ideas...always)
26.Amos(I have no friggin' idea why)
27.Gabriel(Mebbe cuz laughter is infectious?)
28.Clement(everything he says lightens the mood no matter how stupid it is. And most everything he says is...stupid.)
29.Matthias(always act weird one...makes me feel normal!(:)
30.Jonathan(always make people laugh!)
31.All other NHDS dancers(smiles!)
32.Wen Yin(she pei me for GEP)
33.Shavonne(she talks to me when I sit at that crappy place.)
34.Lionel(he can make me laugh)
35.Shi Lei(she's always so ENTHU)
36.Ryan Ang(for being...dottish..)
37.Suresh(for...idk...de siao-ing me?)
38.Audrey(for last yrs chalet thing...)
39.Reuven(always teased by us...)
40.All other members of W.I.L.L and the Wobblers(heh...you people put a smile on my face)
41.Most other people from 6u'08(hehe...it was a really fun year!)
42.Josiah(tqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtqtq...that's all I can say.That's all I'm allowed to say)
42.My dead hamster...(it taught me how to let go of the things I loved)
43.My tpc(helps me kill boredom)
44.My handphone(hehe)
45.My pencil case(it's like a whiteboard)
46.My books(they form character...)
47.The YH and JL chronicles(it holds precious memories...)
48.My pillow(it lets me punch it, kick it and it never complains...)
Oi, CHelsea? You ok? Smile, ok? Anyways, I should continue...
49.My cupboard...(LOlz...)
That's about it...NO.
50.My water bottle!
ok...that's all...
Quiz copied from fb:
1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,
About today, we did these weird wired stuff and it was epic....and weird...My figure had sleeves and it was really dotty...Suresh's looked like...ALLEN WALKER...LOL...

It's around the period of halloween now and yeah i don't believe in dressing up for halloween but if i had to, i'd be a vampire. Why? i know this sounds disgusting but my nose bled and my mouth was literally stained in blood. i was just happily playing icy tower when i felt something cold run down into my mouth and it tasted metallic, like blood. I went to double check if it was blood and when i looked into the mirror, i just stared(normal humans would wipe it off, right?i just stared. my god...my brain must have died.i stared.stared.)this is going to be an emo post i guess(those who hate reading emo stuff don't read then...)the blood just kept flowing as i stared at it flow;it was like the refflection of my heart bleeding and i can't tell you how good it felt. it was as if all my emotions were fagging spilling out and i felt happy(i am so sadistic)but you know the weird thing is that my nose always bleeds one side at a time so i expect it to bleed again tomorrow. ANyways, i'm bored and i copied this quiz from some random blog i stumbled upon(no...i really have no idea whose blog it is);

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
erm...

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
no last relationship!I rock!seriously..

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
ryan...thanks to him i won the game(then the whole chain reaction was super funny)

5) Do you regret it?
hm...it sparked off a funny chain reaction

6) Have you ever been depressed?
yes

8) Are you a boy or girl?
girl

9) What is your relationship status?
truth or not?

10) How do you want to die?
i don't want to choose how i die. i want it to be a surprise that will lead me on to the next phase of being human. after all,(quoted from a certain DGM character)people die as long as they remain human)

11) What did you last eat?
potato salad and soba!

12) Played any sports?
many

13) Do you bite your nails ?
no...

14) When was your last physical fight?
i kick anyone if i hate them or am pissed off by them so it was just yesterday

15) Do you have an attitude?
it depends who i'm with

16) Do you like someone?
yeah

17) What is your real name?
labbido komui! kanda, my god you do not know how much i LOVE komui's stupidity nah...my name's Jialin and i know i wasn't supposed to say whoae stupidity i love to bits.

19) Are you gonna get high later ?
no...

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
yes.

21) Do you miss someone?
no

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
twirl ...

23) Do you tan a lot?
i was born tanned

24) Have any pets?
none suvived . . .

25) How exactly are you feeling?
empty

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
yeah

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
. . .i'm underage! and if anyone went to the same cubicle as me, in five seconds, one of us would be out.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
no ex-es!

29) Are you scared of spiders?
yes...that's why clement always purposely points somewhere and goes "spider!" lol...i can't decide if he's nice or not...

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
yes...becoming friends with those people i was raving and ranting about

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
sleep

33) Do you want to have kids?
hell no.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
don't think so...oh...when i was young,my father lorh...

35) Do you type fast?
no....

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
none

37) Want any more?
no

38) Can you spell well?
mebbe...

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
no...it's all over already. when you start missing them, it'll be painful.

40) What are you craving right now?
nothing

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
no...

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
yes...

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
no...haha

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
maybe

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
yes...

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
dunno

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
me

50) What should you be doing ?
breathing

51) What’s irritating you right now?
the quiz

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
yes therefore there is now a barrier between others and myself...it may not be visible but it's definitely there.

53) Does somebody love you?
i don't know

54) What is your favorite colour ?
black,green,blue

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
when i was tons younger

57) Do you have trust issues?
yes...my family knows i live by the "trust no one" policy

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
no.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
no ex-es...(:i rock!

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
no one sees me cry

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
no

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forget(but it resurfaces all too soon like somewhere, subconsciously it had been there all the time and it hurts like errrrrrr......)

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
no...

67) What was your child hood nickname?
too many...until now,i'm still getting them(most current one: labbido)

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
i don't think so

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
i'm not that scientific but to a certain extent,yeah

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
breathe

73) What is bothering you?
myself

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
yeah

75) Do you play the Wii?
it rocks my socks

76) Are you listening to music right now?
result-tamaki nami

77) Do you like Chinese food?
depends on my mood

78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
yes...they're running numbers!

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
no

80) Is cheating ever okay?
i did that while playing uno...

81) Are you mean?
i'm biased

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
no...(groans...)

84) Do you believe in true love?
love is a game

88) Do you like the outside?
depends on where.

89) Are you currently bored?
not really...

90) Do you wanna get married
no.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
that sucks...it makes me feel inferior...

92) Are you hungry?
no

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
. . .hell no(i'm proud to say that!)

94) What makes you happy?
happy? there is no "happy"

95) Would you change your name?
no...i mean it's my name and that's all. my name doesn't define me. i define myself.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
i want to go but my parents say no

98) Do you watch the news?
i don't watch tv

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
scorpio

100) Do you like Subway?
yesh

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
it's been a long time...so i wonder but it'll be weird

103) Do you talk like your friends?
???

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them
duh...

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
every one of them

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
erm...my brother?

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
kinda

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My blog and whorever read it(that's called one-sided conversation!)

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
Honoo No Tobira-Fictionjunction Yuuka

111) Can you count to one milllion?
Never tried

ABC ABOUT YOU QUESTIONS
A - AVAILABLE: For what?
B - BIRTHDAY: Dk...
C - CRUSHING ON: Bleargh....*_*
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: LOL...apple tea
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Diana
F - FAVORITE SONG: Depends on my mood.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears.
H - HOMETOWN: Hmm...(stalkers!)
I - IN LOVE WITH: *____*
J - JUGGLE: Suck at it...
K - KILLED SOMEONE: ...no?
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: I fell asleep.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2.
O - ONE WISH: Read my wishlist.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My mom...
R - REASON TO SMILE: Everyone else will be happy.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Meteor-T.M Revolution
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5...
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: *_____________*
V - VEGETABLE(S): Celery? Bean sprout? Japan...
W - WORST HABIT: Hmm...smelling blood?(It smells...oh so lovely!)
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: None
Y – YOYOS ARE: For my brother
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio

QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU
Spell your name without vowels: iain....
What color do you mostly wear?: Black
Least favorite color?: Hm...maroon
What are you listening to?: Stand by Me-Anna Tsuchiya
Are you happy with your life right now?: Who is...i wonder
What is your favorite class in school?: After exam
When do you start back at school/college?: next monday
Are you outgoing?: i guess?
Favorite pair of shoes?: surfers paradise sandals
Where do you wish you were right now?: at bi ying's house

THE CANS
Can you dance?: Yesh...
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: ...who's done that?
Can you whistle?: it's pretty inconsistent
Write with both hands?: YES!
Walk with your toes curled?: Hm...trying...yes...i can


THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes...
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes...
Do you believe in magic?: YES !
Love at first sight?: No.
Do you believe in Satan?: Yes...i'm a christian...
Do you believe in Santa?: NO.
Do you know how to swim?: Yesh...
Do you like roller coasters?: Acrophobic me always slips off the seat and my friends/cousins will laugh at me...so no...
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO.


THE HAVES
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes yes..
Have you ever asked someone out?: ...
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Truth or not? Though the guys were peeking at my smses that once...
Have you ever been to the ocean?: uh...duh?
Have you ever painted your nails?: no...with blood yes...but it wasn't deliberate...


THE WHATS
What is the temperature outside?: Global warming
What radio station do you listen to?: none...
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Sakae sushi(for dinner!S.o.b.a and p.o.t.a.t.o s.a.l.a.d)
What was the last thing you bought?: my food?
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: how long ago was it? i dun remember


THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: bi ying?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: me!
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: it's been a long time...oh shyt...it was today...i went ryan, i love you(cuz of him i won the uno game)...then suresh said he'll make whoever who loves anyone in the clique a jiao bin then he said "i love ryan"


CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Who hasn't?
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: once upon a time..
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: eew...no
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yeah...why?
Do you cry when you get an injury?: not once...MWAHAhAHAHA
Do certain songs make you cry?: no...


HAPPY SECTION
Are you a happy person?: mebbe
What can make you happy?: depends on my mood
Do you wish you were happier?: no.
Can music make you happy?: duh

LOVE SECTION
How many times have you had your heart broken?: if it''s romantic love,that'll be zero...woots!i rock
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: myself...yeah
What is your current hair color?: Blackish brown
Current piercings?: none
Have any tattoos?: ...
Eye color?: Blackish brown


IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color: i like green but hell yeah...whatever
Short or long hair: Short.
Height: Taller than me. uh-duh...
Best clothing: dk...i guess i'm cool with anything


HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: no...
Mooned someone: what's that?
Laughed so hard you cried: Yea.
Cried in school: almost but no
Thrown up in a store: no...-.-"
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: not really
Gone skinny dipping: ?!

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: hm...
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries.
Meat or Veggies: depends
TV or Movie: TV
Guitar or Drums?: Drums.
Adidas or Nike: nike
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Cheerios
Cake or Pie: pie
MTV or VH1: MTV.

Today, went to school and rotted again...Thank God we'll be doing stuff next week! Okies anyway, about today, we spent half the day playing UNO then i kept looking at other people's cards but you can't blame me cuz they were holding it like "..." it was so obvious and therefore no one dared to sit next to me...mwahahahaha...it reminds me of that time we were playing citadels and i kept killing gabriel cuz i was cheating...(in a way...i like cheating at cards but gabriel still doesn't know how I found out what card he got...samuel all of them also still dunno...!cuz of that i own them all in the game and they wanted to kill me)then everybody sabo ryan until he had to draw 18 cards...Mr Ling was ryan no. 2 and yen tung was no. 3...we played until mrs tan came in and then she scolded us for being like a "gambling den" so we had to stop and copy down answers for maths...so cuz ryan couldn't see from his seat he sat at my table and kept singing making me damned pissed i decided to learn from kanda and meditate to keep out the noise from the annoying ryan so he started saying that i was very lucky to hear him singing and i was like dots. that led to him showing me a message on chloe which almost made me puke cuz she said she was lucky to hear his singing, he is cute and good looking. i kinda agreed with the nice attitude part cuz he can be nice so i didn't dispute that part but then he continued singing and soon wen siang came to use his back as a table. ryan was still singing stoopid stuff and i was tired so i went to put my head on the table then wen siang went "see, your singing so horrible make her cry already" it was so dotty i disn't reply then he went on to saying "maybe she die already" making ryan go "don't scare me leh" so doing him a favour, i looked up and laughed so ryan went "see?somemore still laughing"i really wanted to kill him cuz his singing really sucks. then he noticed the scribbles chelsea and i made on my pencil case yesterday and cuz it was written in romanji,he read it until like shyt liddat then i was laughing until want 2 die liao.oh yes...there was art too...we had to sit in twos so the guys were next to us and they were like doing gay fag stuff, making gloria and i agree that yen tung was influenced by them...then yi voon got quite high so gloria went like "ya horh...her drawing quite nice..." then i replied "ya...the drawing of the bird right?" and then guess what?gloria went to think sick...SHEESH. but today many people used english in the wrong way.
These are the top two.

Tina:on the bed with guys i dunno(smth liddat lah)
yen tung:WTH?!
Tina:but long time never do liao

Gloria:today i want go eat japan
yen tung and me:o.O tmr eat russia,china and india

from here on, do not read unless you want to here me complain a lot...cuz of somethings i'm damn 不爽 so if you're against vulgarities and stuff, don't read. i really need to vent my anger right here, right now(that's why today i kept staring into space...sorry ryan if i scared you)
as i mentioned before,there are some people in this world i cannot stand and it really is true. i just wish you bastards/bitches will go and die. you people aren't even human; you can see a person who is hurt and going to die and just ignore them as if they never existed but you completely enjoy it when they adore you. are you stupid or do you just not know anything. i know i loved one of you but that was history. i used to cry for you, smile for you when deep down in my heart i think we both knew our friendship wouldn't get any further, that it would soon be completely destroyed. maybe that was what you were trying to do but i'm sorry, you aren't the only one i have, you never were. that's why i could survive even though you left. you hate cockroaches don't you? well, open your eyes and look around, i'm one of them; i'll never be killed by people like you. you do know who's been keeping me sane don't you? if you lay just one finger on that person, i don't give a shit about you any more and i'll make sure i bring you down, where you and your friends can feel how it's like to be alone, to be blinded from the world but i won't even let you have a single person to lean on. to remember who i am...you told me that before but was i really like one of you? I don't want to be. i hate all of you like poison and i regret ever thinking you people would make good friends. I'm sorry i ever thought so and i think you should just stay out of my life for like forever.
Done with my ranting at last it wasn't meant to be emo and i don't think it sounds emo but i will kindly not expose those people because they at least did let me crawl back up and not keep trampling on me. but there are those i love and will love you forever unless you do what they did to me...

copied from christalle:

A is for... Alfreda
1) Do you like this person?
My dearest dancer leh...
2) Is this person your enemy?
No...
3) Would you hug this person?
Mebbe...

B is for... Bi Ying
1) What do you really think of this person?
Hmm...(:
2) What’s their favorite color?
Sepia...
3) Ever danced with them?
LOL...at arcade last year counted? Oh...we have...at the chalet...but it was more like a dancedown...

C is for... Clement
1) What do you think of this person?
Innocent, looks like his brother!
2) How far does this person live?
A few blocks away
3) How old is he/she?
Dk...(:

D is for... Diana
1) How long have you known him/her?
since p1
2) Do you like this person?
YES!
3) Do you hate this person?
When she's thieving.

E is for... Erina
1) Have you met their parents?
Yes.
2) Worst thing about this person?
She's super dainty
3) Best thing about this person?
She's quite quiet...

F is for... Felicia
1) Have you ever dated this person?
EEEEEW. Mebbe yen tung lah
2) When is the next time you will see him/her?
Tomorrow...
3) Do you go to school with them?
Don't go with her but we go to the same school.

G is for... Gabriel Lim
1) Have you heard this person sing?
Infinite times
2) What's his/her pet's name?
Doesn't have one.
3) Will he/she repost this?
He has no blog.

H is for... Hannah
1) What grade are they in?
Sec 2
2) Is he/she your best friend?
No...
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
No! She's too nice...

I is for... Iris
1) What is this person's favorite food?
?
2) How did you meet this person?
Can't remember
3) Do you trust them?
Not really...

J is for... Josiah
1) They have any siblings?
No
2) Do you know their favorite song?
?
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?
...(no comment)

K is for... Kimberly
1) How old were you when you first met?
So long ago I have no idea
2) Do you like him/her as a friend?
YES!
3) Would you go to disney world with this person?
HAha...we rather go eat Mac...

L is for... Leila
1) Is this person older than you?
A few months
2) Is this person single?
I think
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?
I have no idea...

M is for... Ming Xuan
1) How old were you when you first met?
10
2) Whats his/hers pets name?
Bicycle
3) Ever danced with this person?
Dancer leh...

N is for... Natalie
1) How old were you when you first mt the person?
12
2) Do you like this person?
We're...ok?
3) What would you do if you had never met this person?
Nothing...(sorry Natalie)

P is for.. Paul
1) Have you been to the mall with this person?
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
2) How about a sleepover with them?
No...
3) Does this person have a job?
No...he's like...p3?

Q is for... Qi Xiao Nan
1) Does this person drink alcohol?
I have no holy idea...
2) Have you seen this person dance?
he walks like a drunkard man dancing...-.-"
3) Where do they work?
In school?

R is for... Ryan Neo
1) Have you heard this person sing?
Hell yeah...Lead Me To Calvary...(-.-" you people ah...)
2) Will she/he repost this?
No blog
3) When does this person look best?
Erm...never noticed...maybe when he's playing soccer?(i have never bothered!(:)

S is for... Samuel
1) Is this person taller than you?
Yes.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?
He's always sleeping...but when he tells everyone about his BB stuff he describe until super funny so mebbe yeah...
3) Is this person your friend?
I guess...

T is for... Tina
1) What grade is this person in?
Sec1.
2) Would you hug this person?
臭鱼
3) Do they live close to you?
No idea

U is for... Umi Maisarah
1) Is this person in a relationship?
No idea
2) Do you know where he lives?
No
3) What colour hair does this person have?
Black...

V is for... Vanessa
1) Would you do anything for him/her?
No.
2) Do you consider him/her a friend?
Yes.
3) Have you met any of his/her family?
Her mom.

W is for... Wen Siang(ididntmeantoputyournameherebuttoobadforyoubutdontworryihateyoustillnowandforever)
1) Is this person loud or quiet?
LOUD and xi beh evil, immature and childish...
2) Have you seen this person dance?
Don't want to see
3) What color eyes does this person have?
Hmm...as an asian it should be dark brown bah...i don't look at his eyes...

X is for... Xue Ning
1) Are you related?
No
2) Could you live with this person?
o.O jerry leh...make soba...
3) What school do they go to?
NHHS

Y is for... Ying Hooi/Yen Tung
1) How old were you when you first met this person?
Respesctively:7 and 12
2) What do you think of this person?
Respetively:love you!jkjk and go save gloria lah moyashi...
3) Have you heard this person sing?
Respectively:the pyjama llama song and yes,choir girl lacus clyne

Z is for... Ze Ji...(LOL)
1) Does this person have msn?
Yesh
2) What is their favorite sport?
Basketball?
3) When did you last see this person?
Today...

and now, the finalized list...(: its a bit stoopid though cuz yeah...i dunno why but it just looks weird to me...and if i find an interesting quiz, i mightjust do it....(: so yes people, if the wobblers were dgm characters, it would look something like this...(sorry rachel, no you cuz we couldn't think of what you could be...we'll try though then we'll add you in...(: don't worry...we didn't forget about you!)

chelsea=jesdevi(noisy girl!)+daisya barry(the eyebag, swimming, soccer thing!)
suresh=froi tiedoll(when his hair is long)+bak chan(when his hair is short!)
yentung=allen walker(Veggie ties! both also very um...beansprout-ish and also the hair slightly similar!)
gloria=chaoji han(annoying/attitude problem)+lulubell(extra)+skinn bolric(-.-" i shall not say)
xue ning=jerry(she's nice and cute!)+timcanpy(cute!)
tina=arystar krory(no more ahem!)+miranda lotto(paranoid people!)
shini=cross marian(hates work)
jialin=komui lee(crazy!o.O)+yu kanda(i can't remember why...)
jun yuan=lenalee lee(blame suresh...)

so yes, today was checking day and it was boring....we had to run up and down so many times it was tiring! actually that was cuz of "O" levels then our class was shifted to the 6th floor...then cuz yentung and i were going like allen walker and yu kanda killed skinn bolric and lulubell, gloria went "allen will save me!" and earned a weird glance from both of us. i think i said something weird to yen tung so she slammed herself into me pushing me against thelocker so everyone was now sure that allen walker is positively gay and also a flasher(cuz when yen tung sits down, her skirt always flies up!HAHA...LOL...)gloria is like in love with allen walker so when she heard that she went "what?!" then chelsea thought kanda was a girl and we went "she was fooled by his ponytail..." then we decided that kanda used a lot of gel because everytime the wind blows, his hair like still sticking together one...chelsea is freaking upset she is daisya because of his eyebags, anti-swimming-ness, dying young and love for soccer. Also when we told her about her being Tiedoll's "son", she went "papa!"...and she made me call her sunbae cuz we assume daisya is kanda's senior(i'm not sure about that though...(:)so yes...that's about it(oh...and apple came into our class uber-early this morning and made everyone laugh!)...typical day in class 109'09 again...sigh...love all you wobblers even though you people are a bit paranoid!
ps. you can call celery lacus clyne!she'll appreciate it! And, check out Nami Tamaki's songs...some people are really perfect in terms of looks,dance and singing...Oh well it's the second song on my playlist and it comes with the music video too so please go take a look...And by the way, please tag whenever you visit my blog...

D.Gray-man:
Suresh=Froi Tiedoll(curly hair!)
Yen tung=Allen walker(vegetable)
shini=marian cross(hates work)
chelsea=daisya barry(about the swimming and soccer thing)
gloria=skinn bolric(-.-")
xue ning=jerry(she's super nice)
tina=arystar krory(cuz she couldn't end up with ahem..)
jialin=yu kanda(cuz of yen tung and my conversation)
This is not the confirmed list and I did this only cuz I was bored. Tomorrow in class, Yen tung, suresh and i will confirm it then i will update it...LOL...Okay...so that's it for our list of crap...I have nothing to blog about so here's something I got from yen tung's blog:

Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning
Let the Jia Lin take the strain(HAHA>>>so fitting...)

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
I want my Jia Lin(.........................)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Break me off a piece of that Jia Lin(...)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
The bets Jia Lin under one roof(LOLOLOLOL)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
Nobody better lay a finger on my Jia Lin(Can laugh until cry...WAHAHAHAHA)

6. To someone you dislike?
Jia Lin-it looks good on you(WTH?!)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Make someone happy with a Jia Lin(o.O)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
New thinking. New Jia Lin(...don't seem to link)

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Just one Jia Lin-give it to me!(...i'm failing, you dumbass)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
Time to make the jia lin(.......................................................................)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
It takes a tough man to make a tender jia lin.(mebbe its true)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
I feel like Jia Lin tonight(no connection again)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
All Jia Lin, all the time(dotz...)

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
just for the taste of Jia lin(...)

15. Your last words before you die..
kills all known jia lin-dead(wth?! is that an insult?)

16. Your message to a special someone..
this is the age of the jia lin(lol...cockroach)

17. Title of this post will be...
No-one does chicken like jia lin.(...)
Laugh until want to cry liao...WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhAHHAHAHAHAhA

copied from shi lei(:
14 person must do this quiz , unless (s)he doesn't have a blog .Write the names of 14 people you


can think off , then answer the question


1.Diana(strange enough)

2.Ying Hooi

3.Sara

4.Samuel(...)

5.Bi Ying

6.Dorothy

7.Ming Xuan

8.Yen Tung

9.Shi Ni

10.Xue Ning

11.Chelsea

12.Clement

13.Kelvin(...weird people are popping into my mind today)

14.Kimberly



01. How did you meet 7 ? (Ming Xuan)
- Primary school chinese dance...

02. What will you do if you and 13 never met ? (Kelvin)
- No one lead the guys against Hui Ling liao then no fun (oh well...)

03. What will you do if 1 & 12 date ? (Diana and Clement)
- Never thought of that and we all suspect she has a crush on Clement's brother's good friend(snigger)

04. have you ever seen 14 cry? (Kimberly)
- laugh until cry is very common for that girl.

05. would 4 & 11 be a good couple ? (Samuel and Chelsea)
- ...No comment.

06. Do you think 11 is attractive ? (Chelsea)
- opposites attract *wink*

07. What is 2's favourite colours ? (Ying Hooi)
- blue

08. What was the last time you talk to 9 ? (Shi Ni)
- friday bah...

09.What language does 8 speaks ? (Yen Tung)
- celeries aren't known to talk...she just makes noise













23. Is 1 your bestfriend ? (Diana)
- (:

- I can't hate him but I don't love him either!(:we're just friends...(:


















42. Has 2 met your mother ? (Ying Hooi)
- many times







LOLOLOLOLOLI'm so positively bored

(: Copied from celery
How many percent have you led an interesting childhood?
Put a tick in the following brackets if the sentence applies to you.

Have you ever:
[ ] Stuck your hand into the pot of rice (uncooked) and played around with it
[x] Purposely stepped and walked 'box by box' on the tiles on the floor
[x] Used a mirror to reflect the light rays, causing this reflected light ray on the wall
[x] Made use of the rough surface texture of a coin and shaded out the 'image' of it by placing a paper over it
[x] Folded back a sweet wrapper to its original shape
[x] Sat in the supermarket trolley while your parents do grocery shopping
[x] Secretly pasted a piece of note behind your classmate's back
[ ] Tapped someone's left shoulder but is standing on the person's right
[x] Stepped and follow in the path of other people's shadows
[ ] Threw other people's slipper down the flat

[ ] Slided on the railing of the staircase
[x] Walked in the opposite direction on an escalator
[ ] Used a highlighter to paint your nails
[ ] Purposely turned/spinned the umbrella that you held when it rained
[x] Purposely walked under the area where there's more rain while holding an umbrella

[ ] Stood in front of the mirror and sing/dance/act when no one is at home
[ ] Purposely purred like a cat when you see a dog, or barked like a dog when you see a cat
[ ] Purposely stamped your feet at birds to chase them away
[x] Burst the bubbles of the protective layer for electrical appliances/bulky/fragile stuff
[x] Played teacher-student game with soft toys/siblings/nobody

Total: 11

Tally up your scores, then times the number by 5 to get the percentage.

55% W.o.w. such a fun childhood i had...i barely passed...

copied this from toona:
1. Be recognized for saving 500 people's lives or be voted the #1 Sexiest person in your country?
Save people lah, stoopid.

2. Have an alarm clock that wakes you by slowly making your bed ice or one that wakes you by shaking the bed violently!
Shaking. I will never wake up because it's cold.

3. Run into a wall or fall down the stairs?
Wall since it happens everyday

4. Be a pirate or be a ninja?
Ninja. They're cooler

5. Be the #1 Entertainer for 4 years or be President of the U.S?
Erm...i dunno

6. Walk on the ocean floor or jump on the moon with moonboots?
BOTH!

7. Be a superhero or be a super villain?
Neither

8. Be really creative or be really intelligent?
intelligent

9. Be able to fly or be able to turn invisible?
invisible....can scare people

10. Be super famous on YouTube or win $1000 cash?
$1000

11. Have cookies and milk or juice and crackers?
cookies and milk like durh.

12. Go without watching TV for 2 weeks or without a computer for 2 weeks?
TV.

13. Have a million friends that secretly hate you or have 1 best friend?
1 who loves me(:

14. Live in hot weather for the rest of your life or cold weather for the rest of your life?
Cold

15. Take over the Playboy Mansion when Hugh Heffner dies or win the Lottery?
how much can i win in the lottery?

16. Be a good singer or be a good dancer?
Dancer

17. Be a famous singer or be a famous actor/actress?
singer

18. Sleep with a celebrity of your choice or not have to work for 5 years?
...not working(:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

19. Win 5 million dollars or find true love?
5 mil(i'm materialistic)

20. Live in a house on the water or live in a castle?
castle

21. Be Johnny Depp's girlfriend or have Johnny Depp's salary?
SALARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CELERY...LOL

22. Be the same age forever or live to a hundred?
same age lah

23. Become famous for having a meltdown on YouTube or never become famous?
never

24. Have lived in the 8th century or be born in the Year 3000(If the world still exists then)?
8th Century i can live longer

25. Be a mad scientist or a private investigator?
mad scientist

26. Have rain for a year non-stop or have nothing but sunlight for a year non-stop?
NONE

27. Kill your own kind(cannibalism) or become a vegetarian?
vegies rule.

28. Get stuck in an elevator for 34 hours or gain 15 pounds?
STUCK.

29. Be too hot with all your clothes off or too cold with a winter coat on?
too cold

30. Be allergic to your favorite food or never find true love?
idk leh

31. Be a dinosaur or be a penguin?
penguin...i didn't die out

32. Be trapped in a haunted house alone or alone on a deserted island?
Deserted island

33. Have love but no money or have money but no love?
money no love...wait...love no money. Lover might have money(:

34. Do Elmo's Workout videos or be obese?
Workout :X

35. Live in Paris as a bum for a year or live in Kansas and be rich?
UM>

36. Get hit by a car going 8 miles per hour or fall down 2 flights of steps?
fall down.it doesn't hurt much to fall

37. Give up alcohol or give up your favorite food?
Alcohol

38. Skip Christmas for a year or skip your birthday for a year?
does it make a difference?

39. Own a MAC or own a PC?
No dif...

40. Never use MySpace again or never use Facebook again?
whats myspace?

41. Only eat chicken for the rest of your life or only eat beef for the rest of your life?
BEEF

42. Date wrong people or stay single till you meet the right one?
meet the right one

43. Have muscular abs or have muscular arms?
NEITHER

44. Go to federal prison for 3 months or go through 4 years of high school all over again?
hs

45. Have a bird that curses or a dog that humps things?
bird that curse

46. Be rich and lose it all or never become rich?
it's fate.

47. Experience life like a video game or a movie?
movie

48. Pee your pants in public or hug a random person?
Hug a random person(i've done that so no kick)

49. Hit every red light for the rest of your life or always be wrong?
Hit every red light.

50. Be able to have super strength or hear other peoples thoughts?
intrusion of privacy rules!

51. Have a unibrow or have a uniboob?
NONE.

52. Have sex with a dozen gays or have sex with your brother?
labbids don't mate. theres only one labbid!(except unless yentung counts lavi but i still won't mate with him; he's weird)

Was the world made to be hateful?I wonder...YES,I'm blogging again.By the way,dorothy...why your blog all your posts so emo?anyways,i think its time to confront the matter that there are some people in this world i really hate and cannot smile in front of, not truly that is.i smile but inside i'm screaming get lost.get what i mean?if you guess you're one of those people,stay away from me and save my sanity please.there are some people i really love though and i will never ask them to stay away from me,unless they become some self centred,自以为是bitches,geddit?but if some of you stay away from me,i'm gonna kick your asses cuz you're the people i love the most in my life.i'll let you all guess who they all are.other then that,there is almost nothing to blog about,but please,leave a tag if you come to my blog even if it were by chance because i'm starting to feel lonely and miserable again.heh...so far our clique members that correspond with d.gray-man character:
Shini=Cross Marian(they hate work!)
Yentung=65(shes a "ghost"?)
Suresh=Froi Tiedoll(curly hair...LOL)
Xue Ning=Jerry(for unknown reasons)
Gloria=Lulubell(it's not a nice reason so i shall not type it here(:)
Yentung insists i should be lavi cuz i am da LABBID...LOL....Yentung is the celery lorh...who flies with the wind...HAHA!Falling into the dark clouds of emoness...someone save me...i'm bored,officially cuz the exams are over...RAR...someone gimme something to do leh...I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored i could die.

Labels: don't let go of me, i don't want to drop into this darkness that is consuming me

FRIDAY
Anyways,the celebrations started on friday and it was batch 1996's first performance in school.We were all sooper nervous and 4 ppl kenna stomachache bt we all did ok...Nxt time must do btr k dancers?Our class(109) was selling 2nd hand items nwe found out hazel is a damn gd sales lady(so,yes...nxt yr we shld put her in charge(:)The tiger was sold....cuz my mom dun lemme buy(so sad lorh...it was so kawaii....)...Tats abt it 4 friday....
SAturday
E few of us met @ 3 2 help wif e logistics which was cao boring bt then it got more interesting...Bt e funniest part of e nite was matt running around wif a giant leaf pinned in his hair...Everyone was laffing lyk mad...(2 bad 4 matt...)N i noticed clement was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper nice....cuz since e beginning of e day i was in a foul mood so he tried 2 make me laf...Then cuz i wanted 2 take part in e lantern making competition 4 fun,he went 2 help me ask abt it even though i didnt ask him to...(hehe....so much initiative unlyk SOME ppl...)Yesh...so there....