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Sunday, November 29, 2009 || 4:11 PM

No mood to blog even though I feel high today cuz of once again, yep, the bunch of them(as in Gabriel, Amos, Clement and Hachi). And sms-ing like siao again felt really good. Went to church, Bukit Timah Hill(it was kinda epic seeing Min Hui trying to kill ALL the ants. Then Hui Ling wanted to kill her. And at first Ryan was going but Kelvin didn't wanna go so Ryan decided not to either. Oh well.) then went back to church. Haha...Boring day really, except that I got to see/sms all the people I love again. But on the 3rd I'm flying again all the way until the 11th. Will miss all Wobblers but not Gabriel, Amos, Clement and Hachi cuz we're going together...^^Pray hard that I can go with Bi Ying, Hui En and the bunch of them to West Coast tomorrow...and that it doesn't rain. Oh and Chelsea, there's a place in Japan called Matsuyama...>< Kanda also have leh...^^

Blogging at last...-.-"
|| 1:43 AM

Fell sick cuz of drastic temperature change. Seriously, I must be made of paper. No open house. Made a lot of noise. And you know what? My mom was like "it's today ah?" Even my brother knew it was today. Upset...feel like cursing and swearing. Anyways, this is gonna be a supremely long post cuz it's for like 6-7 days. But this holiday was weird cuz the only thing I wanted to be doing was relax but I just got into greater messes and it wasn't cuz of something I did. Really. Cuz I didn't do anything wrong at all(as in referring to this incident) or mebbe I was just too nice. I don't know, but it's giving me a headache. I need to thank a couple of people first, yeah?

1)The Weirdo: I don't know his name so oh well...But you know, Yan Jun calls him "oi", his mom calls him "ah boy" and my brother calls him the short sleeved guy. I notice that I always tend to stray from the main point. LOl...Anyways the main point is that I wanna thank him for the apple. Hehe...may God bless him forever...^^

2)Yan Jun: For bearing with my hopeless chatter on the plane and also you helped me a lot...especially when I fell asleep. Haha...Sorry...><

3)The Weirdo's Mom: For the chestnuts(even though I didn't want...-.-") and for bearing with my once-in-a-while-periods-of-emoness.

4)Jonas: Haha...he has a weird name. Nono...I'm not thanking him cuz he has a weird name. Haha...I'm thanking him cuz he and my brother became good friends so my brother didn't disturb me.

5)A random person: For the chocolate-mint cookie...^^ It was nice.

I can't remember what happened but I liked the waterfront warehouses. I liked literally everything and everyone. But you know cuz I went with my grandmother and my brother only cuz my father was in Vietnam while my mom was going to Langkawi, my brother and I kind of leeched onto Jonas's family cuz in truth, no one could be bothered by my grandma. She's even noisier and nosier than me. Haiz. So I deliberately sat away from her and my brother. I like being alone. So I just sat alone and it was fun but I kept dozing off. Haha...I didn't even know. But at the end of it all, Jonas's family, Rebecca's family and my family became like one family. But I don't remeber seeing Rebecca saying ANYTHING at all. I don't feel like saying anything, writing anything, typing anything. I wish I can go back in time, not go for Japan, won't fall sick then can go for Open House. I just wish I was told personally and not Jun Yi and my brother tell me. I shall blog later about Japan at a more sensible time. But really having headache cuz of... ER...If you're in Wobblers and you dunno the passcode can sms me then I tell you the passcode...^^ But it's very easy if you noticed all the patterns of the other passcodes. The locked section:

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If you're the snail, then I'll be the pig. WAHAHA
Friday, November 20, 2009 || 8:04 PM

Yo people! Yesyes...At last the long tiring week is over. Lol...I had a lot of fun today and am dying for the next dance practice like that. It was super duper uber fun but also very scary in a way especially when doing the carrying part with the guys cuz the first time, we all crashed cuz someone was shaking and I landed on Jun Zheng and Wei Wen. The second time, Jian Bin never hold me properly, I fell, bit my lip and it bled like mad liddat then Leila went like "Oh My God, Oh my God, Oh my God, are you okay?" Then Lionel, Jun Zheng and Wei Wen kept blaming Jian Bin then when he asked me if I was okay I just happily went "yesyes!" But Leila went "no, you're not okay, you mouth bleed until your teeth stained liao." So I dragged her to the toilet with me but she dragged me into the guys' toilet(LOL, luckily there was no one there). After that when we ran out, Leila was complainingabout how smelly the boys' toilet was. Then when we went back, Leila, Yi Shuen and I watched the rest of the girls practicing for the Open House thing then we had to go lian again but I tell you ah, it was super stupid lah cuz when Jun Zheng called me, he was like "eh, I dunno your name but come and practice liao". Then I was like "..." cuz not only is he my batch mate but also my ex-classmate. Then Wei Wen was saying that he also didn't know my name which sparked off a whole weird talk(luckily not a perverted one{!}). Jian Bin went like "you don't know her name? Failure ah you? Even I know her name. Jia Lin right?" Then I was like "yeah..." which made Lionel go "I also know her name lorh..." Then Wei Wen was like "what's her name again ah?" To which Jian Bin replied "Jia Lin" then pointing to Yi Shuen, he went "and this one is Yi Shuen." Then they were naming all the sec 1 girls there but he thought Xue Jing was Natalie(lmao) and I had to tell him it was X-U-E J-I-N-G. Then they were doing something weird that I didn't see but Leila saw, making her go "Oh my God, look at that!" Jian Bin noticed and went "Leila is horny." Then Leila was protesting like mad and Yi Shuen and I were laughing like siao. Then after that, Jian Bin gathered everyone involved in the carrying and asked who haven't tried without the gym equipment yet and apparently there was only Yi Shuen's group which consisted of Zheng De, Yu Ren and I don't know who. Then at first Yu Ren wanted to carry Yi Shuen but he was only like 35kg so Yi Shuen preferred Zheng De to carry her(like duh...-.-"). So after I heard that I was like "of course lah...he cannot carry you one." But I didn't notice he was behind me(-.-") and he was like "you, shut up. I can lorh." Then we went to the parade square to lian and when I got carried it was super funny lah. I fell to one side then my group was like *panic!* Then after that Jian Bin's pants split! LOl...so funneh lah...all the guys pants like split one after another. Yesterday, Yu Ren's pants was too tight and Zheng De's pants split lorh. ANyways, now about our dance race, yeah?

Okays...we were split into groups of seven and I was in a group with Natalie, Jia Min, Li Tong, Michelle,Jing Lin, Jasper,Hao Ting and Ming Xuan and our leader was Jason. First station was the one where we had to play the handicap charade game. Our message was "You're so hot you drive me crazy." but dunno how it became "I drive you crazy." Then Jason came up with a weird cheer saying Winston was hotter than Joanne. Then very funny lah...Winston made Jasper kiss Hao Ting and he was like they make such a cute couple.

The second station was the blindfold thing and I was standing between Hao Ting and Jasper and it was funny cuz we had to put our hands on each others shoulders but the last and first person need not be blindfolded and Hao Ting is so much shorter than me despite the fact that he's a guy. Then Jasper was like "don't care lah. Just anyhow chuang. He was referring to the obstacles but then Hao Ting xiang wai and then was like "Jasper is going to take his chance to do something." LOl...Jasper wanted to kill him liddat then cuz Jasper was the last person, he was telling me and Hao Ting what to do...He did it quite well leh...But whenever we had to crawl on the floor, we literally kept running into each others' butts. And then we got separated from the rest and became like a three man team so we ended up holding hands and slowly crawling(cuz if our hands were still on each others' shoulders, we would repeatedly run into each others' butts. By the way, it was Hao Ting who came up with the idea.) Then when we were on the tables, there was this big gap and I was literally terrified when I felt nothing under my right foot so Jasper had to pull me over. Hahas...sorry Jasper.

The third one really there was nothing much so yeah...

The fourth was Jing Kai's one and it was like PT lorh...commando crawl, pumping and...cleaning the floor without your feet touching the ground...-.-" Jia Min kept knocking her head on the tables and we were or rather, I was so scared for her cuz she became completely red. Then after that, Yu Cheng(idk how to spell) was saying not so nice things about Jason so Jason asked uus to repeatedly chant three times "Yu Cheng is so ugly he makes me go *bleargh*" And guess what? That became his team's cheer and so his team won the unofficial award for best cheer cuz Jian Bin liked it and Jian Bin IS dance chairman...Hehe...And halfway to the station I saw Toona and went like "Tooona-a-a-a-a-a-a-a" then she went like "eaten your carrots for the day yet?" so I kicked her. And when I went "Tooona-a-a-a-a-a-a-a", Ming Xuan and Hao Ting were looking at me as if I were mad. But whatever...all the guy seniors who know me think I'm mad.

Fifth station: Misa's Station! We had to find eighteen pieces of paper but we only found fourteen so we wanted to kill the previous group who hid them...Saw Chelsea an said "hi" to her but cuz she was falling in, she just smiled back.

Sixth station was Rachel's station and it was really weird cuz it was super easy and also, we made her happy by calling Yu Cheng(again him...poor guy sia)skinny monkey and chanting "Yu Cheng is so ugly he makes me *bleargh*" and "Yu Cheng is so fat he makes me *bleargh*" So we had it easy and we got Ming Xuan to run up the stairs with the marble and spoon. Our team was the fastest thanks to Yu Cheng...LOL...

Seventh station was Jian Bin that side and he kept making us say "Jian Bin is so man" then all of us were like "..." and we took a super long time to say that cuz we couldn't decide if we should. We were supposed to flip a mat over while everyone was still standing on it and Hao Ting was like gloating at everyone cuz he was the only one who didn't need to do anything cuz Jasper was piggyback-ing him. But everyone was like hugging each other cuz we didn't want to fall off...

Pearlyn's station was last but the hardest and I'm lazy to elaborate. But the guys were all thinking sick when we were supposed to make the marble run from Jasper's head to his toes... I think you can all guess why, yeah? Then Pearlyn promised to give us full marks if we sabo-ed Xuan Hao but Xuan Hao also promised to give us full marks if we sabo-ed Pearlyn and her reaction was epic.

But I think our cheer was the most epic cuz it was just some random things we threw together. When we were thinking of our cheer, we had to keep in mind that our group was 3 and our colour was purple so Ming Xuan suggested "We like purple and we love gays." But in the end, this was what we got. All credit goes to Ming Xuan cuz he threw this together with random items, but there was also one he made too sabo the NCC people and they really responded sia...-.-" Our cheer:

Ming Xuan:Repeat after me.
All:Repeat after me.
Ming Xuan:Repeat after me.
All:Repeat after me.
Ming Xuan:3 purple dinosaurs
All:3 purple dinosaurs
Ming Xuan:3 purple monkeys
All:3 purple monkeys
Ming Xuan:3 purple dancers
All:3 purple dancers
Ming Xuan:3 purple trees
All:3 purple trees

Our group won the most enthusiastic group award. WHoo! Loved today! And you know orh, about the Twilight Japanese dubbed, everyone's commenting that Takahiro Sakurai is too good for shitty Edward Cullen and that Robert Pattinson should be honoured that he is voicing that character. And you know what? I kinda agree. Takahiro Sakurai FTW! Kenichi Suzumura FTW! Romi Paku FTW! Wahahahahahahahahaha! But I disagree that Kenichi Suzumura is better than Takahiro Sakurai.

Darkness falls.
Thursday, November 19, 2009 || 10:44 PM

A song titled black tears. It somehow matches my feelings, matches my dreams but yet, it doesn't quite. I wonder what I've been thinking all this time.

Wishing tonight that tomorrow will never come
Countless dreams and loves and losses,
I cry and cry and cry
as though beaten down by rain

Don't display me, not like this
I need something to keep on living
If I can't even believe in myself, what can I believe in?
The answer is so close I can't even see it

Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone

I cried in the middle of the night, drew my face that isn't me,
That hides my weaknesses. I'm going to stop smiling...

Don't display me. Is the hardest thing in the whole world
To keep on living?
If it comes from you, then it's all right that it's intangible
I don't want things that can be broken anymore

Shedding black tears, crying out
Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
Struck with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know it's selfish, but...

Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone

Shedding black tears, crying out
Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
Struck with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know that it's selfish, but...

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At long last ._.
|| 8:21 PM

Yo people! Hehe...at last the wait is over! Wahahahahahahahaha! And thank you to Si Xiu, Szu Jin, Dorothy, Diana, Felicia, Kelly, Yen Tung, Tina, Xue Ning, Shi Ni, Alfreda, Chanhong, Gindelin, Huiping, Jiamin, Joanna, Leila, Michelle, Natalie, Shilei, Sihwee, Tenghwee, Xiancui, Xianfei, Xuejing, Yixuan, Yuqi and Zizhen for wishing me a very happy birthday, yeah? Hehe...but it was kinda weird when they sang me the birthday song cuz everyone was like *look*. Anyways, today dance was kinda...boring cuz we kept doing the same things.

Anyways, about today, there's only three other things to blog about, so yeah.

1) When I was on the way home, Xue Ning and I came across two weirdly perverted things....Hehe...The first was the models stripping or something liddat then I went like "weirdos". Guess what Xue Ning's reply was...HAHAHAHA...She went "no..." Then I was laughing like kee siao liddat. Then when we went to the shop Xue Ning noticed a book called The Sex Bible and we were both like WTFH?! Hehe...it was a perverted day very simply said cuz of what the dance seniors were saying. Though, mostly the guys.

2)Yes, when I was carried I kinda freaked out even though if I fell I would probably have just fallen on Jun Zheng or Jian Bing. And Lionel was saying that I was leaning back so there was like no weight at all on his left hand...And guess what? Once again, we crash landed. Always liddat one lorh. Every single time, we crash land then Wei Wen will go "our landing so failure". Hehe so funny lah...Then after that I was like bending down to catch my breathe and Jian Bing was like asking me if I were okay to which I just smile a bit but apparently, the guys thought I cried. Xue Ning said my eyes looked watery so mebbe that was why. But I didn't cry so I told them I didn't but they all xiang wai then say what if Jian Bing bully me then must tell them. Then they came up with weird perverted stuff and I went like "..." cuz there was no other way to reply. And, Xue Ning claimed that I was completely cold but I still had that "gong" look on. Anyways, it was kinda fun but SUPER DUPER scary and I'm in a weird group. Ah well, what to do?

3)LOl...this has got to do with J-pop, Takahiro Sakurai and Kenichi Suzumura...T.M Revolution and Access are similar cuz the of Daisuke Asakura's existence. Daisuke Asakura is Accesss's lead singer while he was once T.M Revolution's producer . But oh well, I think T.M Revolution is better, by a lot. And T.M Revolution is SOLO. ANd the live for Vestige was tons nocer than the studio recording...Wahahaha...And the MV for Doubt and Trust was dotty cuz Hiroyuki Takami was attempting to act as Allen Walker while Daisuke Asakura was attempting to act as Kanda and I tell you ah, it SUCKED. And FictionJunction YUUKA's studio live for Akatsuki No Kuruma is nicer than the recording, but whatever lah. And Takahiro Sakurai and Kenichi Suzumura are BFFs forever! ^^ I support them forever...<3

Fangirl Alert!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 || 9:01 PM

WOOHOO! I love Takahiro Sakurai, I love Takahiro Sakurai. He looks fugly but he can act, can sing and has a nice voice. GO AWAY IF YOU DON"T LIKE HIM. LOl...found these two videos but I think the creator is a bit dotz cuz some of the songs the names were wrong...LOl....take a look.

The person wrote this:

We all know how well they can fight and all..
but can they sing as well?
Allen-Ankoku Tsubasa
Lenalee-Power of Flower
Kanda-Sweet Angel-Saint Beast
Lavi-Primal Innocence-Gundam seed destiny
Tyki-Heavens Door-Araiso OVA
Bak-Day break-matantei loki ragnarok(Me: Day Break was sung by Kanda you idiot! The song is Believe In Heaven from oh well, it's the same anime.)
Miranda-Please-Gundam seed destiny
Road-kagihime monogatari-Kioku baraen
Debitto-Reverse-Nurse witch

thise were the name of the song with the serie theyre from

LOl...Anyways, yeah...Kanda's voice is the nicest yeah? And strangely, Miranda Lotto(Megumi Toyoguchi) sounds like Rie Tanaka while Road Karmelot(Shi something Ai-I forgot lah) sounds like Kana Ueda. The second vid:

The person wrote corretly this time.So here's who sang it:

Chaoji- Mamoru Miyano
song: guilty beauty love
Lenalee & Lero- Shizuka Ito
Song: Power of flower
Komui- Konishi Katsuyuki
Song: Opening Candy Candy (or something..)
Miranda- Toyoguchi Megumi
Song:Mirai Kansoku
Bak- Miki Shinichiro
Song:Sleepless Night
Skin Boric- Miyaka Kenta
Song:Setouchigumi Ninkyoudou
Lou Fa-Sakamoto Maaya
Song: Spica
Kanda Yuu- Takahiro Sakurai
Song: Be Alright
Allen Walker_ Sanea Kobayashi
Song:Platonic Scandal
Lala- Houko Kuwashima
Song: Shinkai no Kodoku
Lavi - Kenichi Suzumura
Song: Kouya no Kaze
Road kamelot- Shimizu Ai
Song:Koisuru Ryoko Shoujo
Jasdebi- Mitsuku Saiga & Shoutarou Morikubo
Song;..their song XD

O.o I didn't know Houko Kuwashima voiced Lala...She has a nice voice, ya know...But still, Kanda owns all, yeah? But really, I'm just bored so all the fangirl antics are appearing, But I was just listening to the song Sweet Angel when I found these. A few D.Gray-Man funny moments vivideos...WAHAHAHAHA!(actually, it's for my own selfish purposes and I think some scenes are repeated,yeah?)

That's all...HEHE

|| 6:46 PM

Firstly, I'm very very sorry to a few people.

I'm sorry I can't go for your grandfather's funeral wake cuz it clashes with my CCA...I'm so sorry!
Hope you understand kays?

Jian Bing:
Yesyes, I know I never smile but everyone has emo periods, yeah? And also, sorry for shivering so so so much but I did mention I was acrophobic yeah?

Wei Wen(dunno how to spell your name orh...):
For shivering so much and making Lionel, Jian Bing and you shake along. And I'm 1000kg.

Same reason as Wei Wen.

Anyways, yeah...it was a fun day. Full stop. Enough said. I was shaking like a leaf when I was carried and Xue Ning, Michelle and Alfreda said I felt super cold. But the strange thing was that after the round of shivering, the muscle I pulled felt okay...LOl....weird sia. Michelle said that she could see the four of us shaking from the distance. Haha...Anyways, when trying to teach Celery, Slug and Suresh how to dance the rap part, Lu Cheng kept coming in and I don't know why, but I feel more bonded with Lu Cheng ever since the start of the YOG thing so that's good, yeah? And Celery has found a new brother, Lu Cheng a.k.a Asparagus. You know what? They(Celery and Asparagus) share a common feature: they are champion at irritating me. Oh well, that's life, yeah?

|| 2:13 AM

Yeah, it's late but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DYLAN AND SZU JIN!!!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 || 7:46 PM

One of the slackest dance practices ever but it was super fun even though I got:
~1 blue-black
~a scrapped foot
~many many many blisters and one burst blister

And no no no I don't wanna be carried by the guys in dance...Please lah Xian Fei and Xue Ning... Save my ass leh...And Xue Ning just go lah...I weigh one thousand kg leh...Please lah...save the guys if you're not willing to save me eh... Aiya...and some more they say dunno what must overcome my fear of heights that's why MUST be carried...-.-" *sob*

And then today I felt damn bui song so never smile then jian bing ask me to smile TWICE. Then one of the time's he said when I smiled my mouth was twitching...and look as if my mouth was shivering._. LOl...

Anyways, gym was SUPER DUPER fun and we got to lian all the fans and stuff, even the jumping split thingy. Then Ning and I agreed that of all the boys, Darren(dance de) is the best at gym while Tian Yi is best at wushu but Tian Yi's gym and Darren's wushu also not bad lah... Then the sec 1 boys very obviously improve a lot liao...*claps*

Okays, anyways, the list I promised the Wobblers(round 3 of the voting, yeah?):

1)Allen Walker-7922 votes
2)Kanda Yu-7189 votes
3)Lavi-5703 votes
4)Lenalee Lee-1871 votes
5)Arystar Krory-1527 votes
6)Miranda Lotto-886 votes
7)Tyki Mikk-725 votes
8)Marian Cross-512 votes
9)Road Carmelot-399 votes
10)Reever Wenham-359 votes
11)Mana Walker-307 votes
12)Komui Lee-193 votes
13)Debitto-179 votes
14)Bak Chan-142 votes
15)Daisya Barry-116 votes
16)Timcanpy-104 votes
17)Jasdero-74 votes
18)65-63 votes
19)The rabbit on Komui's cup(-.-")-49 votes
20)Chomesuke-43 votes

And I think Kanda is a girl in diguise, as in, really cause I just found out he likes GARDENING and MAKING SOBA. Scary guy sia. Hehe...and I understand at last why I'm these four characters(as in Komui, Kanda, Lavi and Bookman.)

Cuz he became a rabbit...-.-"

Gardening, making soba, eating soba and people touching my hair. Oh, and people doubting my gender( Yen Tung, go AND die.) His flexibility is 5/5. And, his usual response to everything is "..."(heh. I use that A LOT.) Lastly, he gives names to lotsa people like me! And Yen Tung happens to be Allen Walker...^^

Sewing and inventing, especially inventing, for the world! I hate tidying up...^^ But, I don't love Lenalee, I pretty much hate Lenalee.

He likes reading!^^ WOOHOO! But he's a damned pervert...-.-"

Hehehe...almost as if Yen Tung and the gan of them were psychic sia...-.-" Lol...

Veggie family
Monday, November 16, 2009 || 9:08 PM

Hehe...today dance was fun! Haha...super epic when we did the "In Synergy" dance. But anyways, I reached school at 8 when CCA started at like(yeah, I know. WTFH, right?) 10. We danced to "In Synergy" which was sang by Shawn Tok(for Shini's info). Lu Cheng and I were trying to teach Suresh but Lu Cheng was almost as bad as Suresh so I was ATTEMPTING to teach them both. It was bad. Suresh and I decided Lu Cheng could be Yen Tung's brther and we decided to name him Asparagus cuz he's a lanky guy. Then after that, during lunch, Yi Shuen was telling us weird stuff including the Aunty Lucy thing. Which was super duper funny but I don't know how to describe it...-.-" Tsk. That's all I shall say cuz I'm a selfish person.

Sunday, November 15, 2009 || 10:45 PM

WTFH?! Does Darren like Sakura Mikan or what? His pet in Pet Society is called Sakura Mikan and his profile pic is none other than Mikan and Natsume...-.-" LOl....he is still as immature and childish as when in P4...-.-"
Ehs, and so how's the quiz going? Only have questions 1 and 4-10! Jiayous kay? Hehe...but about the comment on Darren, Aoi is Natsume's sister's name...-.-" LOl...all the Hyuugas...Natsume, Neji, Aoi and Hinata...LOl...

Torn, once again.

|| 4:52 PM

I love God, I love God, I love my daddy God for blessing me with friends like Clement, Gabriel(Lim), Hachi, Amos and W.I.L.L. Hehe...with them it's FOREVER fun lah...^^I love them all like siao liddat...Okay, I love the D.A.R.E.S and the Wobblers too but yeah...my bond with the others is deeper. WAY deeper. Today went to church and was super emo cuz Diana, Hannah and Kimberly couldn't come. The poor me sat next to the cat-eyed princess(to Chelsea, yes THAT cat-eyed princess...-.-") and then cell was weird cuz Kelvin drew Hui Ling. Damn, I love them all so much I think I would die for them. Then there was the skit thing and the guys kept laughing at me cuz I was panicking like siao liddat cuz it was full dress rehearsal. I lazy say liao, it was super fun and undescribable.
The people I wanna thank for today are really Clement, Gabriel, Hachi and Amos though I thank Clement the most cuz ever sice I got to know him better this year, my life has just been getting happier and happier and happier. Hehe...LOl...I'm fickle minded. Seriously. I should be cursed for that.
Anyways, a random um...quiz(?) I picked from online.

1) Post a list of up to 10 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/bands etc. that you've had an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
(2) Have your friends guess your favorite character/member from each item.
(3) When someone guesses correctly, strikethrough the item and put the name of your favorite character next to it.

2)Gakuen Alice Misaki sensei,Tsubasa Andou and Natsume Hyuuga Credits: Toona(!)
3)D.Gray Man Marian Cross, Kanda Yu Credits: Toona. Tyki Mikk, Lero and Komui Lee Credits: Celery
4)Naruto Neji Hyuuga, Temari, Gaara Credits: Celery Akasun Sasori Damn you, Gloria(that answers the credits part).
5)Princess Princess
6)Gundam Seed
7)Gundam Seed Destiny
9)The Black Stones
10)The Princess Diaries

Jiayous people...everyone can guess the Naruto that one right? ^^ He is so weird. Both him and him. But I guess I love them both but not in the same sense yeah?

Wish all goes well.

Random quiz.
Saturday, November 14, 2009 || 10:49 PM

From Chelsea's blog...^^:

1. Grab Your Phone.

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?

3. What's your ringtone?
Zero-Anna Tsuchiya

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?

5. Who's the last person you called?
My mom.

6. Who was your last missed call from?
My mom also...-.-"

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Chan Hong

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
No one.

9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
No u can't :P-Yen Tung

10. Who was your last received call from?
My mom...(yeah,once again)

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?
Come at five+

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?

13. What is the wallpaper?
Lavi...~~It's the only square pic.

14. Who's speed dial number 1?
No one.

15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox?
I don't rmb dat part-Yen Tung

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?

18. What network are you on?

19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.
Yen Tung, Michael, Si Hwee, Bi Ying, Xue Ning, Wei Kit, Wang Yan, Brandon, Wen Siang, Yvonne, Sharmin, Dylan, Bryan, Diana.

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?
Lol.-Yen Tung

21. Who is the first person in your contact list?

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?
Zi Zhen

23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
It's really, really long...I'll use um...second last?So here: ...you used to say you were evil-Bi Ying

24. What is your screensaver?
Time and date.

25. What is your balance?
In my sim card?

26. Who's the last person under H?
Hui Ping

27. What is your bluetooth name?

28. How many numbers are in your phone?

29. Could you live without it?
Dunno...I don't think so.
And tsk, in the manga Lavi molested someone...I shall disown him...^^ And no, Yen Tung, I'm not a mother...^^

Twilight Jap Dubbed.
|| 5:25 PM

Edward(Robert Pattinson): Takahiro Sakurai
Bella(Kristen Stewart): Sayaka Kinoshita
Jacob(Taylor Lautner): Yoshimasa Hosoya
Now does everyone understand why I want to listen to the Jap dubbed version of twilight??? Takahiro Sakurai leh...^^He is a completely BRILLIANT seiyuu. But mebbe I don't want to listen afterall cuz Sayaka Kinoshita's voice is horrible...like damn act cute liddat...I shall just listen to Edward Cullen's voice for once...^^Aiyo...hehe...so should I or should I not?...*scratches head* Tsk. Mebbe just listening to Kanda and Sasori is good enough...Take a look at this link...Kanda and Lavi looks so...short(?) next to Allen...>.< so cute sia...^^


The sweet and sadness in your eyes; clever trick.
|| 1:54 PM

New blogskin...(: I'm so happy! But actually I'm pretty down today, I mean, I went for an injection. But I didn't even know it was over cuz I was listening to music while smsing Yen Tung... Hahaha...I owe Yen Tung big time. And dammit, I feel effing emo today cuz of the whirlwind of events taking place in my personal life. I don't even know what on Earth is happening now, whether I'm happy, sad, angry or excited. Let's just put it this way: I'm tired of answering to everyone, I'm tired of pretending, I'm tired of listening to everyone and mostly, I'm tired of being used, of being kept in the dark. Now then I noticed all of this...a bit slow ba...but then, now that I found out, what can I even do? Everytime, I bear the burden alone, I never tell anyone cuz I don't dare to but yet, I don't dare to cry either cuz when I start crying I doubt I can stop. It's a bit sad, yeah? And yes, isn't it ironic that we ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who ignore us, hurt those who love us and love those who hurt us? Damn, life has it's irritating moments...pardon me for using so many damns this time. I'm dead. Together with this blog. May God bless us. Amen. But, bleargh, Neji Hyuuga is still mine even though he is effing big headed.

Friday, November 13, 2009 || 9:00 PM

Okays, anyways, today dance was super fun again...^^LOl...Shini kick until like walking like that...-.-"WAHAHAHAHA....then when we do the open house that one, Yen Tung, Suresh and Shini same group as me and we made A LOT of noise. Then Suresh said he was happy that he wasn't the only guy in the group thanks to da celery...^^HEhehehehe...then me and Ning taught Suresh, Yen Tung and Shini how to dance the rap part and it was epic...I don't know about them but I had tons of fun. Then after they left we went for lunch then go hall to sleep. We all fell asleep leh...-.-"Hahaha...then after we woke up, played the rolling game and everyone was screaming. Did some weird stuff but very fun...^^I mastered the string thingy...MWAHAHAHAHA! I'm so pro...^^Then did some random stuff...Tio pump 60+ times then go home...Xue Ning and I were talking about the most epic parts of the year while on the bus while Joanna, Xue Jing and Hui Ping were deciding whether Jasper(dance de)or Di Jin look more like perverts. They decided Jasper looked more perverted in the end...XDFun day fun day fun day...
P.s. Neji Hyuuga is MINE.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 || 6:46 PM

Chelsea keeps using "psh" on plurk...something wrong with her liao...-.-"LOl...anyways, when I came back from dinner I saw a crushed snail...*hinting something to Dorothy* Anyways on the tag for yesterday's post, my heart was breaking for none other then...myself lah...then who you think it was?-.-"Anyways...yes...there's nothing else to say...people...TAGS, please...this is a dead blog without your support! XD...LOL...I sound like some...idk what lah...-.-"

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 || 9:54 PM

LOl...went to school today for dance...Was fun...Broke Yen Tung's back...(thanks Suresh, Shini and Tina for the great help you lended me in the "Let's Crush Yen Tung" Campaign. And hehe...Toona, shini and I were laughing like mad when Kelly, Yen Tung, Chelsea and Suresh tried to drag us off...epic sia...^^Then along came my senior Rachel who managed to drag Toona off. Toona was squirming like kee siao liddat that I kept asking "Toona, are you okay?" then burst out laughing. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...LOl...Okays...I feel really happy even though I kenna-ed many many many blisters and I feel like dying now...-.-


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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 || 5:44 PM

Lolz...Regine is Kakashi's fangirl...HAHAHA...Screw my blogskins code...Take so long type out so much then I press one wrong thing and it screwed...-.-"LOl...but anyways, about the kakashi thing, Regine very cute leh...she likes him only cuz...he wears a mask...-.- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Lol...I can't stop laughing...So funny...^^ If it were me, I'd rather be a Neji fangirl...nothing at all would do too...^^HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE...Regine ah Regine...Lol...this post is so random..Psps, I love the attitude Neji and Lee throw at Sasuke...Sasuke is just so erh...qian bian?

No Title
|| 12:32 PM

o.O...I think I just saw Gabriel and Klement(this is no typo error...I'm referring to Klement not Clement. And the Gabriel is Gabriel Tan not Gabriel Lim) Cuz I ran out of the house to pass something to my mom then while waiting for her I noticed Klement's car then shortly after, he, his father and his grandma came down...Luckily never notice me...^^Then I swear I saw Gabriel and I was like "holy!" cuz I thought he has no life at all... I'm sad. CUz couldn't go bowling with my clique, though half of them weren't going either. But thanks orh Yen Tungfor all your "brilliant" ideas as to how I could get my mom to let me. OMFG. I'm now sure Takahiro Sakurai's a bit...um...nutty? He is weird. Seriously. He was like laughing to himself throughout the interview...-.-" but he was talking about weird stuff too so yeah...and he laugh until cry...paranoid sia...like Toona liddat...-.-" and all of a sudden, I feel like a Chelsea Jr. haha....But seriously...Takahiro Sakurai is fugly so I'm probably not a Chelsea...^^but I love his voice...<3 WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...Lolz...And I notice the only song that can calm my nerves is a song I absolutely hate...-.-" haiz...so ke lian leh...But it's sang by two out of three of my favourite seiyus so yeah...I can put up with my hATREd towards the song....And dammit...I'm obsessed on the part where Kanda and Tyki fight...-.-" So funny lah... Hehs. I sought diao already...I'm not even sure I should post this post cuz it's just pure stupid. And once again(this is to Suresh by the way), Tyki Mikk is way too cute/handsome/shuai or whatever for you....Though he isn't cao shuai...so yeah....

Monday, November 09, 2009 || 12:55 PM

Tsk tsk. I have nothing to do...*screams*...And cuz I was so bored I actually went to read and I finished reading 6 books...-.-" S-I-X...Like WTH lorh...and I actually said I never wanted to read again...-.-" But the nicest book I read today was by Michael Connelly. It's about a murder that was never solved then thirteen years later someone confessed to the murder but the detective doubted it was really him...Yeah...I think it was called Soft Echo or something liddat...-.-Haiz...class outing cancelled...but it's okay...I couldn't go anyways...^^Though I was kinda hoping my mom would change her mind...ANd I am effing mad cuz my mom dragged my out of the house for dinner when I was halfway reading my 7th book. Now no mood to read liao...-.-I am so fickle. Finally found out who sang which part of the song Survive. I was so deaf lah...I didn't notice the differences between their voices...-.-Only one similarity: both their voices are NICE. Woots...love them forever. But they're singing isn't the best...:( Voices send me to heaven...


Tsk. Pok kai?
|| 11:44 AM

LOl...that's a very random title...-.-" Anyways, yep, once again, I have nothing to say except that I still love the ending song or Murder Princess, Naked Flower by Romi Paku...It has been my favourite song since I don't know how long already...^^but I know at first I didn't like it... WAHAHAHAHA! I shall make a list of my current top ten favourite songs.

1)Naked Flower-Romi Paku
2)Automatic-Tokio Hotel
3)Brave Vibration-Anna Tsuchiya
4)A Little Pain-Olivia Lufkin
5)Daitan Ni Ikimashou-Nami Tamaki
6)Sanctuary-Nami Tamaki
7)Voice Of Heart-Rie Tanaka
8)Akatsuki No Kuruma-Fictionjunction Yuuka
9)Doubt And Trust-Access
10)Sweet Angel-Takahiro Sakurai

Hahahahahahahaha...most of my favs still come from Nami Tamaki...^^Oh...and the title...it's actually made up of words Yen Tung likes saying...-.-"Eheh...Yen Tung, I told you there's a photosynthesis song right? Lol...i shall post it here...(: Must watch orh Yen Tung!

Sunday, November 08, 2009 || 5:16 PM

My P6 class blog is dead while my P5 class blog is alive and even change skin liao...What kind of logic is that? And if you read my blog and you're from 109, sms me at 98184093 whether you're going for class outing or not kays?

|| 3:57 PM

Tsk, Yen Tung found a pic of me... It looks like this...It's really cute...^^
Hehe...so cute! Anyways, today I'm really happy oday cuz of W.I.L.L, Hachi and Clement. They made my day. Okies so cuz on the 6th of November, it was Jonathan's birthday, we celebrated it. But Kelvin went to lock the room door saying what "anti hui ling" then make everyone laugh. And then Jonathan solved the no chair problem by going to another room, stealing a chair and using the table as runway, he put the chair on it and asked Ryan to help him put it down but Ryan gl him and put his bag down instead. Chih Chiang and Benedict came at the same time and when Benedict found out the guys locked the door to prevent Hui Ling from coming in, he cheered them on...-.-" When they(Hui Ling and Min Hui) came at last, they brought a lot of food including expired M and Ms which only Min Hui, Ryan, Jonathan, Hui Ling, Kelvin and I ate. Then the guys were so picky about the food and were saying cannot eat China products... AFter that we were rebutting the theories that Jesus was a hallucination or he never died. Then, me, Amos and Gabriel left to join Hachi, my brother, Clement and Natalie. The skit is horrible I tell you and we(Amos, Gabriel, Clement, my brother and I) ended up playing dai di the asshole way...-.-(LOl...the winner is the king, first runner up is queen, then after that is commoner, followed by prostitute then lastly, asshole...) I volunteered to be the pig! Then after lunch we went back continued then Amos went to spray the whole room with perfume until it was super smelly...HAHAS! ANd Hachi likes the macaroon on my phone(!) LOlz...Then everyone was attracted to the jelly chase game on my handphone like WTH lah...then Clement asked me why I kept writing then he tried to see what I was sms-ing so I went I'm sms-ing not writing then turned away...cuz Hachi swore she won't read. We(Clement, Gabriel, Hachi, Amos, Cheng Kiat and I) were literally hibernating when Pastor was talking. HAHAS. Then I don't know what happened cuz I was dizzy with happiness. It's strange how being with them always makes me feel like flying. They make me smile...but I remeber Amos put a card that would let me win then I went like "I Love You" whcich made Gabriel go like "WTF?!" then he started laughing. So I went I love almost everyone(which is true...^^) So yes...I'm still happy happy happy I feel like singing!^^ I don't even mind if I die! And, to Gabriel Tan, I was very much alive kays? That's why I'm now a ghost! ^^ By the way, get yourself a life.


Saturday, November 07, 2009 || 9:46 PM

Got dragged out to buy stuff for the trip to Japan but felt very happy cuz...I also have no idea why leh... :P Mebbe it's cuz got a new wallet...no need to use the po dong one liao...Haha...When I chose that, my mom took one look and went like that's so you...I was like "WHAT?! WHY?!" I think if it were Yen Tung, she would just say it's cuz I'm a rock labbid...-.-"Haha...the wallet has a picture of a rock looking at a ruler and saying "you rule" while the ruler is saying "you rock" But now, I feel upset cuz of the class outing...-.-
109 ah 109...how come from sucessful class outing become clique outing...No team spirit one...Ah well...too bad lorh...But Tina spent a lot of time trying to work it out...Can you people like cut out your crap excuses and just go? Okies...I'm done with my raving and ranting...(I noticed I'm bad at it...-.-) Pleaase go lah...for Tina's sake...Please 109 please? I doubt anyone is even reading my blog cuz since I changed tagbox, only Kimberly, Alex, Toona, Celery, Xue Ning and me have tagged...Oh well...but if you read Shini's blog, yes...we all wish you people will go...So yes...By the way people, Sentosa isn't all THAT far...-.-

|| 4:28 PM

Haha...What am I laughing for I wonder when I'm actually pretty upset...Why does everyone think Kanda and Lavi are gays? They're nice and they rock my life not completely but at least 0.000000001%. But ah well...Kanda PROBABLY is gay but I'm sure Lavi isn't(^^). The only positive gay is Allen Walker. Don't tell Yen Tung...^^Haahas...Wahahaha...I need to thank the Wobblers for making this week of my life so enjoyable...^^ From Yen Tung, the macaroon(!), from Chelsea, Shini and Yen Tung, our little library outing(!), from Xue Ning, her house(!), her Wii(!), her food(!), from the Wobblers(Shini, Xue Ning, Yen Tung, Chelsea, Gloria, Tina and Ryan), the fun time we had at Ning's house! I love you all lots, kay? Suddenly feel happy again after smelling the macaron...ah...THANKS A LOT YEN TUNG. And everytime I'm bored you will talk to me even though you use prepaid card...I appreciate it a lot...^^Thanks people...

Friday, November 06, 2009 || 8:55 PM

Just found a super nice song by Tokio Hotel. It's called Automatic. Toona,wanna sing?

|| 7:46 PM

About today, we went Ning's house, happy happy happy. Played Wii. Played dai di. Ate a lot. Ryan came. Played Wii. Played stress. Continued making sushi. Watched the guys play Duel Masters. Overall, happy happy happy!

All that I need is, all I need is selfless love.
|| 9:12 AM

Changed blogskin again. It's not very nice but I feel like using the song Winter Sleep as a skin. It's a very pretty song don't you think? But I cut out some parts so yeah, I shall post the real song. But first, I really like this girl's(she's Reira/Layla) face!

reira takumi Pictures, Images and Photos

The song:

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

The Lyrics(the uncut one):

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling

It pushes me far, oh far away
I can not understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now...
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and...
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me

I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear...
Make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can
Take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will...

Will you hold me now...
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and...
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone...
Can you wake me?

I don't know why but I really really really love this song. Felt like crying when I first saw the lyrics while hearing it(not really...-.-") and Olivia Lufkin's voice goes so well with this song lah...

|| 8:44 AM

A big good morning to both birthday boys!^^HAhaha...just bathed....^^Then going Ning's house. I called Chelsea and Shini to ask them to wake up but Shini put down the phone and Chelsea said she woke up at five....-.-(that's when I fell asleep...^^)For unknown reasons, I dreamed of Shin(not Shinn Asuka lah...-.-")the whole night(or is it the whole morning?)...LOl. Will leave the house at nine thirty!^^Ohooh....and the song Brave Vibration is super nice! It's by Anna Tsuchiya and it's half English, half Jap. HAahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. I am hooked on that song now...^^ And Ken'ichi Matsuyama is PURE fugly. I noticed all Ken'ichis are fugly....XD Wahahahahaha...take a look at Ken'ichi Suzumura and Ken'ichi Matsuyama! Wa lau...looks so funny lorh!

Thursday, November 05, 2009 || 7:50 PM

I don't understand why everyone calls Reira a bitch....I mean, SHE'S SO CUTE AND INNOCENT LAH...It's just that people don't understand her personality at all. But I guess what matters is that I like her. If you hate Reira, then don't come to this blog cuz I love Reira, kays?

|| 3:34 PM

LOl...still sitting in the library library and kenna stomachache cuz stared at Kanda's eyes too long and then stress....(he's eyes so friggin' hard to draw...*plucks hair out*) Timcanpy is cute...^^ and Bi Ying, don't be an idiot I will never fall in love with someone who makes me kenna stomachache everyday, kays? HAHA...forgot how to draw Marian Cross...(I'm heartbroken....-.-") Let me announce to the world,CHELSEA SUCKS! I'm satisfied now....Oh oh and, Wen Siang, happy advanced birthday to you too...^^(I shall forget my hatred towards you for a while.) Annd Jonathan! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm glad you and all the members of W.I.L.L were born...^^

|| 12:34 PM

Got the macaroon from Yen Tung...It looks cute....^^ HAha...thanks Yen Tung...^^I LOVE the song Kuroi Namida...^^Hehe...tomorrow going Ning's house...Oh and Diana, if you read my blog today, how did your auditions go? Jiayous kay? Oh yah...what song you chose ah? ^^ Very very curious since you're so last minute...-.-Heh...happy belated birthday to Felicia and happy birthday in advance to Jonathan! ^^


Wednesday, November 04, 2009 || 12:16 PM

YESYESYES! Yen Tung is getting me a present!^^TQ Yen Tung!!!!ILY! she's getting me a keychain that looks like the biscuit I lost!!!!!This is one of her moments of kindness...^^I must appreciate it while it lasts...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okies anyways, Sasori Kanda singing:

And there's a song named Mugen you know...-.-" HEHE...I was ooking for Nana Mizuki's songs then I stumbled upon it...-.-" It's a crap song...

HAHAHA>....enjoy! One is really a crap song...-.-" No lah...it's o-k-a-y.By the way, the songs are Shiro To Kuro- Takahiro Sakurai and Mugen-Nana Mizuki respectively.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009 || 11:00 PM

You know what? The movie Nana sucks...I mean...firstly, the people in the anime look so much nicer, the songs in the anime are so much nicer, and Anna Tsuchiya and Romi Paku own Mika Nakashima any day. Mika Nakashima's english=CMI. And she doesn't have as husky a voice as Romi Paku or Anna Tsuchiya which is totally unfair cuz they could have turned this movie into a GINORMOUS hit. But Hachiko in the movie is cuter I guess...I feel like pulling out my hairs...And the anime was so sad I almost cried...Stupid producers; always taking good material and ruining them. They're an eyesore. The worst looking people were Nobu and Ren who look ok in the anime...Seriously...I wanted to puke. These are harsh words but...think about it...they're true.

|| 9:30 PM

I'm officially against Pizza Hut...-.-"

By the way, my little creations or song lyrics or whatever will be under "Her Nonsense."(or maybe not cuz I'm a lazy pig) unless I really like it and decide to post it. or something...but even if I post it, it can be found there...^^

In the empty stage,
The curtain has long fallen,
No more time for dreams.
Just like yesterday,
Tomorrow will not come again...
The way I wanted it...

The last scene is always painful but beautiful,
So I'll wipe my tears and awake to reality.

I'll change into the me you loved,
I'll bring out my courage;
I'll no longer be scared.
This is my song,
The song I sing to you.
I will always sing it,
Until one day,
It reaches you.

I wonder since when I slipped into the land I never belonged to;
Don't give up on me,
Not after all this time.

I brought up the shield of loneliness and fought against myself,
Releasing my power,
Scared that I would regret my life.

The love you showed me when I was weak,
When I was helpless,
Has made me regret what I have done.
My song,
The song I would keep singing to you,
I pray you will listen.

I'll change into the me you loved,
I'll bring out my courage;
I'll no longer be scared.
This is my song,
The song I sing to you.
I will always sing it,
Until one day,
It reaches you.

This is it;
I will not slip into my fantasies again,
I will never stop showing my true smiles;
But will you listen?

I doubt it.
It is the end.
The curtains fall and there is only darkness.
But the song I sang will echo through the millenniums,
Until you,
My dear,
Hears it.

LOl...so chim...but is it nice? I don't like it but I'm in the mood of posting anything I could come up with...by the way, it is about a sick girl who at last awakes from her fantasies but has lost everything dear to her. She dies but she hopes that the only person who loved her would know how she felt the entire time. Poor girl...-.-"

Stand By Me
|| 10:08 AM

Long way to go
I walk a long way while muttering
That I'm sorry for this kind of myself
Innocent butterfly
Fly into the blue sky

By myself, tears spill sadly at nightfall
It's cold
An excessively long, dark night
Opens my eyes

Sadness passes by painfully.
But I suddenly throw it all away
Because you loved me

Kiss me and stay with me
A flower blooming in eternity moves on, fleeting strongly
How could you smile for me
It's fine not to do anything
I want to forever be beside you
Always closely stand by me

You softly caressed my cheek
Your warmth...
It's gentle...
A silent love of illusions...
Opens my eyes

I was a weak, brutal person
A foolish being...
But you forgave me...

Kiss me and say good bye
A closed-up flower rings out weakly and sadly
How could you cry for me
It's fine not to say anything
I want to forever be beside you
Always be beside me, smiling for me

Sheesh...so what now? Die? No...I'm too young to die...(: -.-" LOl....you can tell how bored I am can't you? Then fine...another one. Here:

Baby I'm standing alone
An unforgettable rainy day
Chasing your shadow
And it's over, like sand
I sigh every night
I scream like a child and cried
Silently drifting sorrow
Please please God, forgive my sin
I don't need to hide no more
Drifting towards
The blue light, going on

You've got the chance now
You've got the power
Realize you're so true yourself
I show you my life now
I show you my love now
I show you everything yeah yeah
Baby don't be afraid

Baby I'm lying alone
Never waking from drowning days
My endless misery
Now I know that I won't turn back
Life goes round and round
Just silence surrounding me
Burning up like a phoenix
And I'm falling, snatched away

I don't need to lie any more
Just gotta live
Like a rolling wave, going on

You'd better change now
You'd better catch now
I won't change, so be yourself
I'll show you my strength now
I'll show you my love now
I'll show you everything yeah yeah
Baby don't be afraid

How sadistic these little things I post are...-.-" But you know what? I have nothing else to post...Hehe...a non-sadistic one...I'm brilliant aren't I?

The ocean wind tickling my cheek
The mornings I allow myself to doze off

With the happiness that may vanish
Surrounded by the sweet reverberations

I love you, only you, always
Let me strongly feel that pure soul

Lighting a fire on a piece of romance
I want to chase after you
If alone together, without caring
Melting as one

Staring at the sunset sky
You say that I softly murmured
Pretending not to hear you
I entwined my fingers (with yours), wanting a kiss

Hold me, only me, quickly
Silencing the disturbed sigh, I leaned (towards you)

Pulling on the cuffs of your white shirt
So that you can't escape
Gently confined within your arms
The sound of the dazzling waves~

Lighting a fire on a piece of romance
I want to chase after you
If alone together, without caring
Melting as one

Peesh...I have no idea why, but I think Chelsea would like the song above... Okay...the songs above are all Japanese(Stand By Me-Anna Tsuchiya, Lucy-Anna Tsuchiya and Sweet Angel-Takahiro Sakurai respectively). Above are the translated versions...(:

I still like the song Invoke by T.M. Revolution. Perhaps I should post the English translation too?


Every time we hurry past each other, we hit and tear ourselves on impact
and we feel the pain of each other's wings

We were embraced in unclean, impure arms
because in our loneliness we didn't know any better

The moment we connect, eternity will awaken - I long for it

Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast
I can't reach anything alone
These mere wishes and fading words
can't get get us anywhere by themselves

Though I fixed my eyes right on them, I've still lost sight of the stars
But their light remains, and no one can steal it

The light of our existence is confirmed by our lips
It's dazzling from the emotions that are bottled up inside us

Is it love that lies ahead, or will everything break apart? It bewilders me...

Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth
Who do I protect them from?
This feeling you wanted so badly once,
If it's there...

Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast
I can't reach anything alone
These mere wishes and fading words...

Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth
Who do I protect them from?
This feeling I wanted so badly once...

It lies in you

It's a nice song. Goodbyes... ANd a big hallos to Bi Ying for joining plurk...^^

The ones I love.
Sunday, November 01, 2009 || 6:29 PM

Sighz...I'm bored...but I'm really, really happy cuz I'll be going to Japan...though it hasn't really been decided where...or at least, I don't know yet...so yes... That's all I gues...-.-"

I wish you'll smile forever(:
|| 3:43 PM

Okies...so yesterday, after reaching Raffles Place, we went to buy soccer shoes for my brother...so I got a jacket(Nike one lah...I absolutely hate Addidas...) and that annoying person whom I shall call ES got a water bottle. Oh wait, one important question first, WHO HAS THE LYRICS TO I WISH BY TAKAHIRO SAKURAI?! I WANT! GIMME! only know that part..."I wish you'll smile forever"-.-"Okies...anyways, after that, we went to the bookshop I don't know for what so don't ask me...Haha...then went up to Swissotel and saw my cousin sitting there but I don't dare to talk to her liao cuz we belong in two completely different worlds now due to that. I think Xue Ning would know what it is since I told her before...-.-"And the rest of my cousins are guys who don't really think the same way as me so I went to sit with the maids. I had a fun time you know, the ES almost fell...HAHA...All that time, I was emersing myself in the beautiful sounds of jpop(don't diao me) and Bi Ying and Yen Tung's sms-es...Oh crap....Shinchirou Miki and Katsuhiko Kawamoto are the same person...Shoot...No wonder they sound the same...(Fish...I got carried away again...)Then halfway through the wedding, my brother and I ran off to The Cocoa Tree to get chocolate...>< And Yen Tung kept saying I was over the top obsessed on voices...Yeah...it's true...CRAP. I hate the anime Naruto but Oh My Fish, all of the Akatsuki members have nice voices...Peesh...Sasuke,Neji and Kakashi have nice voices too...-.-" GARH. Okays...that's all I gues...Quiz copied from Chelsea....:

1) What’s his/her name?
Lieu Yen Tung

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I wish she had...

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
Peesh...there's a reason why we resemble Jasdevi...You should hear our arguments....

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Not for me, but I ate it...Almost died of diabetes...
Yeah. :D

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
I'd rather die.

9) Are you related to this person?
She's my vegetable farm...><

10) Are you really close to him/her?
No. We're not even friends....-.-"

11) Nickname?
Celery, Beanery, Molery, Moyashi, Vegetable Farm, Beansprout and Allen Walker(did I mention there was beansprout at the wedding?)

12.) Do they have a nickname for you?
Uncountable...I don't dare to count...

13) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Almost everyday...peesh...

14) Do you think they will repost this?
I don't know.

15) Could you live with this person?
For a day, yeah.

16) Why is this person your number 1?
She isn't...she just popped into my head...

18) How long have you known this person?
BAHS. This year only.

19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
Hmm...I'll miss the noise she generates.

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Really stupid,yes. Illegal, no.

24) Do you know everything about this person?

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
I have no idea...The cookies?

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?

31) Is your #1 on drugs?
She's not my number one...and I think she's on ecstasy.

33) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?

34) Does this person wear your clothes?

35) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
Yesyes...she IS choir girl Lacus Clyne...

38) Do you and this person have a saying?
Hmmm...do we?

39) Do you know this persons facebook password?

41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?

44.) Have you and this person gone clubbing?
We're guai kias...

45.) Do you know how to make this person happy?
Um...no...put her under the sun?

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
Sigh...we SCREAM a lot.

47) Do you like this person?

48.) Has this person yelled at you?

49) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?

50.) Would you go out with this person?

51) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
I don't know leh...I think so?
HEHE...Ryan's quiz from facebook...I have no idea why I was tagged...:

Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography" ...
And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1. Where did you take your profile pic?

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Nike jaket, a shirt from I don't know where and jeans!

3. What is your current problem?
Dealing with the fact that the members of Akatsuki have nice voices? Lol...not really...It's how I'm gonna get by today.

4. What makes you happy most?
Listening to people who have nice voices! and well, people who can make me laugh!

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Issei No Sei-Shuuhei Kita

6. Any celeb you would marry?
><...He's too old, unfortunately...-.-" Sighz...

7. Name some one/persons with the same birthday as you:
No one...HAIZ.

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No...I'm glad...

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
um...what's counted?

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
yup...but I couldn't care that much...I had to pinch myself to make myself cry a little bit...-.-" I'm a rock...

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
A bit...

14. What's something that really annoys you?
ES and my brother


Chapter 1
1. Middle name: ?
2. Nickname(s): too many to be mentioned...-.-"
3. Current location: home
4. Eye color: Brown black?

Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s):SHEESH.
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: seperated by countries? One's in vietnam...for work lah...So is that counted?

Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: cookies and cream
2. Season: autumn
3. Shampoo/conditioner: Herbal Essences
4. Favorite Thing: Handphone?


Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower? crap,no.
2. Do you write on your hand? yesyes...my hand is my whiteboard
3. Call people back? ?
4. Believe in God? Yesh...
5. Any bad habits? yesyes...
6. Any mental health issues: as in like?

Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff: ankle...
2. Had physical therapy? I don't think so...
3. Gotten stitches? nope.
4. taken painkillers: I think not.
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: YES!
6. Thrown up at the dentist: no...
7. Sworn in front of your parents? yup, freely:)
8. Had detention? no?

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s): My Sister's Keeper
2. Three people who texted you: Bi Ying, Yen Tung, my mom?
3. Person you called: Diana
4. Person you hugged: PEESH...I don't know leh...-.-"
5. Person you tackled? No one?
6. Person you talked to on IM? It's been a long time...
7. Thing you touched? Kayboard...
8. Thing you ate?: Chocolate...
9. Thing you drank: Hm...I had no idea what it was...
10. Thing you said: Peesh...
11. Person you kissed: no one...
13. Friend you saw: Hachi, Gabriel, Amos and Clement.

GARH. Obsessed on voices...And, yes...Chelsea...I figured out what to do about that. I can only hope I made the right decision.

|| 12:18 AM

Yes yes...peesh is the latest word added to my list of stoopid vocabulary with no meanings. So just now, I went for the wedding and was listening to my earphones half the time, well, until it became too noisy. I want to thank 3 people who helped a lot during the whole wedding thing...(in alphabetical order):
1)Bi Ying-yes,yes for sms-ing me though not the entire time...and you were sms-ing kinda slow but whatever...thanks a lot! Though...I will never marry any one from my cell kay?
2)Cheng Kiat(my brother)-yes...he had to put up with all my crap and evil glares the entire time but he did make me feel better by whacking me up...I'm a partial masochist, you see...but I'm total sadist. Thanks orh, 弟.
3)Yen Tung-sms and she had to bear with all my crap and obsessions...ありがとお kays? But it was pretty fun to crap with her. Oh, and Yen, so, was the soba nice? And whatabout the celery and chicken thing?
The wedding was boring...all weddings are, right? Anyways, the only interesting thing that was actually happening was the sms-ing between Yen Tung and I. And well, I saw someone I would have loved to beat up for just one simple reason.
Okays...I should just start from when I first reached the place...I went to sit with the maids cuz of a CERTAIN qian bian person and you people know what? There was a maid named... XUE NING. I immediately told Yen then she replied that if Ning knew, she would flip. HAHA...I was laughing...
I shall continue the rest later...I need my sleep you know,....