“life will be better in spring”

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New blogskin...(: I'm so happy! But actually I'm pretty down today, I mean, I went for an injection. But I didn't even know it was over cuz I was listening to music while smsing Yen Tung... Hahaha...I owe Yen Tung big time. And dammit, I feel effing emo today cuz of the whirlwind of events taking place in my personal life. I don't even know what on Earth is happening now, whether I'm happy, sad, angry or excited. Let's just put it this way: I'm tired of answering to everyone, I'm tired of pretending, I'm tired of listening to everyone and mostly, I'm tired of being used, of being kept in the dark. Now then I noticed all of this...a bit slow ba...but then, now that I found out, what can I even do? Everytime, I bear the burden alone, I never tell anyone cuz I don't dare to but yet, I don't dare to cry either cuz when I start crying I doubt I can stop. It's a bit sad, yeah? And yes, isn't it ironic that we ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who ignore us, hurt those who love us and love those who hurt us? Damn, life has it's irritating moments...pardon me for using so many damns this time. I'm dead. Together with this blog. May God bless us. Amen. But, bleargh, Neji Hyuuga is still mine even though he is effing big headed.