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Ah.
Wednesday, March 03, 2010 || 9:28 PM
Haiz. Stressed out by my results, my mom, Wobblers and so many other things. SUICIDE WAS CONTEMPLATED. Haiz. I can't be perfect orh by the way...don't talk as if I could do anything cuz you know what? I wish I could. I miss the days where literally everything was okay. Life just sucks like hell now. Sorry if you find this vulgar but I can't be bothered to do anything for any other demanding morons out there. And thanks ah, I hope you're glad that you made me emo. And you know what? For the first time, I couldn't hide it, couldn't hold back the tears, thanks ah.
Stupid bitch. It's all your fault I spent half of recess crying in a locked toilet cubicle and had to endure the questions like "why you so emo today?" and smile through it all and just reply "nothing." FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU A WHOLE DAMN LOT. I WISH YOU'LL DIE. STUPID GODDAMN BLOODY FUCKING BITCH.
