“life will be better in spring”

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOX. 8D

Hee. You Zhuan's erm...song. O: It are kinda nice. O: I feel like a failure when I see his and Chelsea's writings. O: The erm, song :

I walk slowly, as if I'm dreaming
Down by the ocean, looking out past the waves
Staring far away at the boundary where the ocean and the sky meet
And just wishing that could be you and me, but I guess its too late

The sky ahead is so dark I can't see
And the wind blows so cold that my heart is freezing
So I wait for the dawn to break, but the sun just doesn't love me
A simple voice would be the light, but I don't think its coming

Though there's no reason why we couldn't meet, again
But I wish I said those words before he did
So fatigue please don't catch up with me, lest it drag me down from waiting
Cause no matter how painful it may be, I'd like to keep on going

I'd love to keep my head up in the clouds
(And sweep my feet off the ground)
Cause I wish I could keep dreaming
(And maybe forget reality)
So I just keep looking to the sky
(Cause that's right where you are)
And maybe someday, the dawn might just see me.

I guess you never knew how hard it rained in my world
How much I regretted not having said those words
Its been so long since I saw the day, I forgot how I fell asleep
I so miss the light of dawn, but I guess the sun forgot me

How on earth am I supposed to sleep?
When every second, I know you're not here with me
I don't know what to do, so I'll just keep on waiting
While tears long frozen withing my heart thaw and start flowing

I'd love to keep my head up in the clouds
(And sweep my feet off the ground)
Cause I wish I could keep dreaming
(And maybe forget reality)
So I just keep looking to the sky
(Cause that's right where you are)
And maybe someday, the dawn might just see me.

You are my sun, so before you take to the sky
Just pause a moment, turn and look a little while
Shine a ray of dawn back through my dark and lonely night
Do you see me? I've been waiting all this while...

Kinda awesome nia. O: Anyway, today nose bleed in class again then poor school uniform tio. Yesterday was dance tee tio...== Chelsea went to look for Ning for tissue then Shining, Xue Ning and Yen Tung came rushing over and threw tissues all over the place...like some tissue donation box...== It was damn epic-ish. Then I had to borrow Chelsea's jacket. O: It are nice leh. Anyway, went to toilet with Yen Tung to clean up and she said she'll call ambulance, yeah, again...== so her lorh. LOl. And I overheard her saying pour me off the chair. Ya lah celery..I know you very strong lah...== Anyways, I think I ate too much cake today. T.T Anyway, THANK YOU CHELSEA, YEN TUNG, XUE NING, SHI NI AND JOSEPHINE for caring and asking if I were fine. ;D

1)Blinking tears
It's burning me down
I guess you could if you wanted
I know you more now
And you don't even need to know who I am
How to keep it alive to make it
It's on your back

You have a gift to the world
Do something I never would

You want me to be like you
I got my face in my hands
I’ll give you the guns in my head

Blow me away
Cause I can't seem to hear myself
I'm back on my feet again

Going nowhere
I don't know how to tune my mind
I’ll give you all that I have

Ready to blast
All over the world
I guess it all depends on what you want to do
It was everything you wanted
Everything you ever wanted in this imperfect world

We're just another figure
Forever… what does it mean
You're bringing me down on my knees
You bite the hand that feeds you
So let it go let it be
You're bringing me down on my knees
Bringing me down on my knees

Blow me away
Cause I can't seem to hear myself
I'm back on my feet again
I give you all that you want

2)The commentator announces with a high voice that the time is survival
Imagining a bleak future, then throwing it into the darkness
In the mirror is a face that nudges yesterday's mistake
Praying for the one day, here, there, us

Tired from swimming in society, even if I stick out a teasing tongue,
You still run through the time with overwhelming vitality!
A light beams into the infinitely drawn sky.
When the last day of Earth comes and the lock on lust breaks loose we can become Adam and Eve.

Things needed to live in this world toughly, even a little bit of disappointment
When seen on the long run, becomes a top-class spice
If, now, I question everything I dream of is it right to say that I should throw them all away and live on?
On confusing nights your ocean lives deeper than anything
For that new life, you live praying for the future

Stolen summer, challenging love, should we run through the night before the new era?
Making gratitude and respect more effective, the moving drama

That something close you want to hold on to, the words to express, the meaningful future, who in what way can cast away
The more qualms there are, boring moments are filled
A light beams into the infinitely drawn sky.
When the last day of Earth comes and the lock on lust breaks loose we can become Adam and Eve.

Things needed to live in this world toughly, even a little bit of disappointment
When seen on the long run, becomes a top-class spice
A light beams into the infinitely drawn sky